".....Girlfriend" she says. Wow. I must have looked shocked because she looks solemnly at me and says "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have just dumped this on you like I did." I wave her off and say "Nah it's ok. I just wasn't really expecting you'd tell me that. I guess you do trust me after all" I say and give a cheerful smile. She laughs and punches me in the arm. "Like there's any dbout!" Then she turns and smiles at me. " Thanks. These past few days have been hard for me" as she says this,more tears fall. She starts to cry and I wipe away her tears. "I'm so stupid!!!" She has a hoarse whisper. It's strange how just having someone cry into your arms can make you understand them and the world better.
"Whoa" I say as I walk outside with my friends. She's glowing in the sunlight, the light reflecting off of her skin. I like her so much. I don't want to look at her or talk to her because I know if I do I'll screw something up. God, she's so beautiful and when she struts and.......I just love her in every single way. But I don't have any clue why I like her so much. I just always get a feeling like riding a rickety old coaster. Vomiting, scared, nausea, butterflies, and fun. " She's so beautiful" I say in awe. "I can see that too" says Dan. "You guys are cute" says Luke. "Ew" says Landon. " umm.....Ok, I guess" says Ajay. "Don't y'all judge me" I say in my country voice. They always judge me, telling me just to talk to her already. Ugh. I hate myself. I love her so much but I can't ever talk to her.
[Beep: 1st hour bell ]
There's that walk I think inside my head. Oh yea! Math class! I've gotta get going!
'AT HOME'
"Hmm. Mom and dad aren't home! I guess I was gone for awhile." As I sit down, Prince comes up to me to be pet. "I love my little Prince!!" I say, and he comes up to me, curls into my lap, and starts purring. I love my cats so Much. If someone were to kill them, I'd kill that person, then myself." Little Aster!" I say. She's running around my feet and I catch her by her hind legs. "RAWR!!" I yell and she starts squirming. I start to pull my cats under the blanket, then let them go. I go to sleep,at last.
Sweet,sweet sleep...
