Its been a looooooong time. Things have really cleared up. I haven't been cutting. I habe been smiling, i haven't been sleeping. But have had a realization, the girl i have mentioned before, Amber. I am going to marry her. I love her. She is my one and only. I cant fo 15 seconds without her jumping in my mind. I want her so badly. The way she called me a dumbass when I stabbed myself in the hand (acidently) I thought it was cute. She is so freiking adorable! She is everything that i want! I cant look at something. Well i have to go, i am helping cooking now!
Peace out fams!
Ps. I Love you babygirl!
