Nathan the living nightmare

"Him"

(Jeffery is above)
It was my first day of college and I was not planning for anyone to ruin it especially him the person I will never speak to or of that night  I cried my heart out and now I wear it on my sleeve no one will be able to get that close to me anymore I shut my family and friends out because I felt a shamed and betrayed by the people I love

I'm done with life just smacking me in my face i had to go to rehab for cutting and  therapy after then I got my life together got a house and a boyfriend he's ok but I'm unsatisfied with my self I always wanted to get revenge on "him" but I never had maybe for the right reason I might hate him but nobody deserves what I went through but then again he put me through it

I sighed and pulled the white sheets off me and threw my legs to the
side on the bed and walked to the  bathroom and got a text from Jeffery 

Hey beautiful how are you?
Good
Alright I just want to see if you were ok so bye

He didn't say I love you but it's ok I "think" I know he does.
He was the only person i trusted and the only person who helped me get back on my feet and I love him for that we got together after I finished taking therapy he said that no matter how much trouble I was in he will always love me

I got my phone from the dresser and unhooked it from the charger and went back in the bathroom to take a shower

~•~

I got dressed and added a little blush and mascara
Right as I was about to step out the door my best friend Emma called me
"Hello??"
~20mins~
I was already in the parking lot of my college when we finished our conversations which was about if I was coming to school I mean why not I told her last night .
some times I think she has memory loss or some thing she came running to my car and pushed me to the floor bye hugging me she was so excited she has not seen me since since that night 3years I doubt that I will ever see "him "again
"Em get off me your crazy I think I broke my but "
"Oh I'm sorry "she said getting off me I laughed a little as I stood up I hadn't  noticed that people were sending nasty glares at me
What ever(I don't even look that way lol just thought of the song )

I  smiled at Emma looking at me up and down "I love your outfit " she said smiling "thanx"

As I watched time tick by at this point I was so bored out of my mind I ripped a piece of paper and writing a letter to the boy sitting next to me saying my friend likes you but I wouldn't tell him which this is the funniest trick to do some one

I threw it at him he looked kind of pissed but picked it up he read it and I saw his cheeks Turn red well the truth is on of my friends does like him Emma at least that's what she told me he began to write and when he was going to pass the paper "ms.luna and mr.hamton is there something you would like to share we both shook our heads no "you will be staying after class"there was a bunch of ohh's from the class it was embarrassing well I learned my lesson never pass notes in class "rose lee Luna" I said in my head

We finally left after our little chat with our teacher can I just say he looked like sh!t with his yellow teeth and mustache

I walked to my car and drove home to night Jeff was coming home from his business trip it was annoying when it came to him leaving me I felt like I had no body but I would say I understand and let it pass like I didn't care but I did

I just was craving Starbucks at the moment that I need a caramel  frappe I parked my Mercedes

"Hello well come to Starbucks would you like to have our new chocolate Mocha latte?"
I said no and ordered after I got it I walked to the car to see someone talking on the phone "him" my night mare
"We meet again rose"he said with a smirk on his face
Right there my heart stopped it was really "him" "Nathan ?" "The one and only princess "he says with a chuckle all those felling from my past came floating back love,sad,scared ,and the worst of all anger
"You have some nerve to show your face!" "No need to be bad well matter a
fact be mad I like seeing you feisty I find it sexy "he said with a smirk my cheeks grow hot  "aww are you blushing " "no" "no I'm pretty sure you were it's really cute " "I have to go " "no don't go beautiful " and at that point I just remembered what he put me through "Leave me alone I have to go" "wait please don't leave lets talk" he looked at his phone he had head phones on he looked up I took my keys out my purse
"Wait please" he begged "Don't talk to me you creep we are nothing nothing do you not hear the words that are coming out my mouth "I yelled in his face "no no I don't didn't you just say that you love me and need me in your life because there was something between us and I could kiss you "he said pulling out one of his head phones "your not even playing music I know you heard me perfectly and no we were nothing bye " I said and got in my car I can't get that day out my head I drove until I got to a red light I banged my head on the stirring wheel "your stupid stupid stupid rose"I said to my self and hooked my phone to the radio playing the weekend tell your friends about it I screamed until I got my feelings out by crying.