"Don't talk to me you creep we are nothing nothing do you not hear the words that are coming out my mouth "I yelled in his face "no no I don't didn't you just say that you love me and need me in your life because there was something between us and...
(Rose above) I wiped my tears from my eyes "it's time to man up rose ,you can't just let him see how weak you are you are a strong beautiful woman!!!"I yelled to my self My phone flashed a text from Jeff J:I'm home were are you ? R:I'm going to the supermarket to get stuff so I can cook be there in 20.
I took a deep breath and sighed I drove to the supermarket to night I was hoping to make seafood its Jeffery's favorite so why not
I grabbed the stuff I needed and payed
~•~ I got home at 9:00pm it was a ok time I walked to the kitchen and set the groceries on the island "honey I'm home!!!!" There was was no response "jeff!!!!!! I'm home !!! We're are you !!!" I walked up stairs it was dark I turned around to bump into someone "boo!!!" I screamed and Jeff laughed I turned on the lights
"That's not funny !!!" He just got me so angry "come on baby I was just joking " he said with a smile "you know I hate being scared and you think that's funny !!!"his face warmed up "I'm sorry "he said and wrapped his arms around me "I'm sorry do you forgive me ?" He said in my ear touching it with his lips sending tingles up my spine "yes I forgive you" I hugged him
I walked downstairs and began to cook he just watched me but I'm used to him doing it "you miss me ??" He asked I shook my head yes he smiled "well I missed you to "I smiled and continued to peel the garlic
~•~ I could stop thinking about him Nathan my living nightmare he was talking to me that night appeared
Flash back Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to rose happy birthday to you
"Thank you guys you are the best "I said as I blowed the candle out making my wish
"Were's Nathan?"I asked no body knew I went to look for him he was my boyfriend I walked to room and walked In to see him kissing my best friend Kimberly "Baby wait it's not what it looks like " " Than what is this you were cheating on my with my friend on my birthday !!!" "I'm sorry it not tru-" I cut him off before he could finish "well sorry isn't enough and guess what I'm-per" "Babes babes are you listening "Jeff brought me out of my day dream I shook my head yes as I played with my food "What's wrong ?" He said and touched my hand I shook my head "nothing "I said with a forced smile he smiled back and began to talk about his job
~•~ I got in bed as Jeff snuggled next to me and kissed my "goodnight baby " "good night I drifted to sleep
I was laying in the floor and watching as blood slid down my wrist I grabbed the pills and took 4 of then Tylenol it read my tears slide brown my face the door cracked open to see the person I wanted to kill the most "rose !!!"he picked me up "leave I want o die please " Flash back over I woke up sweating like crazy my heart was pounding I could hear it in my mind "baby you okay?" I shook my head and laid down on the bed as Jeff put me closer to him he stroked my hair and kissed the top of my head I never had the night mares till now I guessing he's causing this I felt a tear roll down my face ~•~ I woke up and yawned and smelled breakfast I walked to the bath room and brushed my teeth
Jeff was reading the news paper and eating "your breakfast is on the counter"he point to a plate of bacon eggs toast and mini pancakes I smile and sit with him
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"How are you feeling?"he says with a cheesy smile"fine I say and grab his coffee cup and drink some "what's wrong with you do you want to get diabetes !!?" He chuckles softly "this is so sweet "she says to him he smiles "well it keeps me up "he said with a smirk "I'm going to go take a shower I have to go to work " "work work every thing you do is work you never have any time for me "she pouted he sighs and says what she already knows was coming "I'm sorry I just really need this job I promise this Saturday night we can go out ok ?" And she's supposed to say ok and when Saturday come he says something came up but this time "no it's not "ok"" she says quoting ok with her fingers "baby come on you know I'm busy" "busy because you don't want to spend time with me I bet you rather be with some side chick " his expression grow angry "rose I try to be nice but you don't understand I'm busy don't ask questions that you already know the answer to !"he yelled at her and went up stairs
Rose looked down at her fingers and tears ran down her cheeks she wiped then away and began to eat again.
