Waiting In Spring

Ambition

I'm without love

My heart doesn't beat

My stomach doesn't flutter

And I'm here undercover

I'm without trust

Nothing to believe

No one else to see

No one to discover

I'm without you

Without your living arms

The way you look at stars

The way you took my heart

I'm without Ambition

And Ambition is without me.

I know where I am

But I still cannot see

Still cannot dream

Don't know how to breathe

I have my given name

But what does it mean

Don't know what it brings

Don't know who will see

I know all my skills

But what should I do?

Who Should I be?

 I don't know how to dream.

Where is my Ambition?

Don't know, for all I see.

Can I learn how to love?

Can I learn how to see?

Can I learn how to trust? 

Can I learn how to dream?

Trying to believe

To see your open hands

The hope I lost back then

Finding where I stand

I don't know where I am

But I know what to do

Know  who I should be

Still learning how to dream

I can see my Ambition.

But it's still far out of reach.

Can you teach me how to love?

Can you make my heart beat?

Make my stomach flutter?

No longer undercover

Show me how you trust

Cleans my eyes to see

Help me too believe

There's a light in me

Tell me that you'll stay

I'm in your loving arms

The way we look at stars

The way you hold my heart

I found my Ambition.

My Ambition finally has me.