My Life

Proluge

We are watching our favorite movie and I'm with my siblings.

'RING..RING' my phone rings. I walked outside the room where my siblings watching and I answer the call.

"hello, who is this??"

[Good afternoon. Is this Ms. Zoey Morgan?]

"Yes speaking, why?"

[This is at the company you applied yesterday. Congratulations you pass. You can now start your job tomorrow morning.]

"Oh really?? Thank you, thank you very much"

[ Ok, Congratulations again. See you tom.]

"Thank you, Thank you bye."

Call ended

"Ahhhhh... yes I can start my job tom. Thank God. Do I need to tell him right now? Maybe his busy. I can't imagine his reaction when he receive the news about my job. I think he will be happy, of course he is. I promised to myself that I will do my best so he will be proud of me." I whispered.

At that moment I decided to go back to the room to tell them the good news when suddenly my phone rings again.

I tapped the answer.

"Hello, how is it is the place beautiful?? Btw I have my good news for you."

[ Uhmm excuse Ma'am sorry for interrupting you, A bad accident happened to him are you the guardian of Raphael.........]

'BLAGG' I drop my phone and I told my siblings what happened.

I go to the hospital where the doctor said where do I go. And I'ts true.

I come close to him to check and he is. Only I can do is to hug him. And stay by his side.

After 10 minutes

The nurse call the doctor because there's something wrong about him.

"200 joule 1.2.3. shocked" the doctor said.

It takes a few minutes just to survive his life.

And I got shocked.

"wake up, wake up. please don't leave me at this situation. I know you can do it." I begged with a pounding heart.

"don't try to leave me, you know how I love you" I said while my tears going through his face.

"If you're kidding like that It's not funny, so get up now and let's watch the movie." I tried to talked to him even if I'm suffered.

Later on the Heart Rate Monitor make a rattling sound, a loud rattling sound which means the patient is.....

"I'm sorry but It's too late, he did not handle the pain he's tired." the doctor said.

"What???? noooooooo." I started to scream and I don't know what to do.

3 Years After

I have now my dreams. I'm very happy because I survive my life even his not at my side to support me and cheer me when I Graduated.

I absolutely know what is life sometimes happy,tired,surprised,memorable and sad.

I actually search about CHEROPHOBIA I think I have this right now. Do you know what it is?

" Check yourself If you have this phobia too. It is a fear of happiness, it is an attitude towards happiness in which individuals may deliberately avoid experiences that invoke positive emotions or happiness."

And I have my beautiful daughter at my side right now.