joshs pov

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you were dancing in your tube socks in  our hotel room
we were staying in a hotel one night on tour and tyler was dancing around. he's so cute.. wait no he's not he's my friend

flashing those eyes like highway signs
shit i was staring he looked at me. god his smile is so cute.

light one up and hand it over rest your head upon my shoulder
he seemed to have gotten tired. be sat down next to me on the bed. he lit up a cigarette and handed one to me, leaning on my shoulder after

just wanna feel your lips against my skin
i should want to kiss friend.. fuck

white sheets, bright lights, crooked teeth and the night life. you told me this is right where it begins.
he looks so peaceful and perfect here. i know this is where he's wanted to be.

but your lips hang heavy underneath me but i promised myself i wouldn't let you complete me
i want to kiss him but i can't. i can't let him be who i need. i can't ruin what we have.

im trying not to let it show, that i don't want to let this go.
is there somewhere you can meet me?
can he tell i like him, can he tell me if he likes me back. please tell me.

cause i clutched your arms like stairway railings.
and you clutched my brain and eased my ailing.
i wrapped my arms around him like i could never leave him and honesty i can't

you're writing lines about me; romantic poetry.
he started singing a new song he wrote, we don't believe what's on tv and i was pretty sure it was about me

your girl's got red in her cheeks, 'cause we're something she can't see
i try to refrain but you're stuck in my brain all i do is cry and complain because seconds not the same
i know tylers girlfriend jenna isn't happy with me, she can probably tell i like him but i can't help it. i want to be with him now.

i swear something changed. tyler turned to me and looked at me right in the eye. i swore everything froze until we both made the same movement

im sorry but i fell in love tonight
we kissed each other and ive never loved a feeling more.

i didn't mean to fall in love tonight
im in love with my best friend. if i ruin this..

you're looking like we fell in love tonight
it feels like he feels the same way.. please tell me he feels the same way

can we pretend that were in love
even if it's not real can we act like it is

we looked at each other and froze with love in our eyes

im sorry but i fell in love tonight
i didn't mean to fall in love tonight
you're looking like you fell in love tonight
can we pretended that were in love

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