I've been replaced, by everyone.
I guess it's fine, I'm okay with it.
I just wish I realized sooner,
How he wouldn't talk to me like he used to, talking to her instead,
How she stopped telling me things and keeping me out, talking to her,
How he stopped calling me best friend, or buddy, now he has a new one, only calling me it whenever I look upset or sad,
How she tells me it's nothing, but then goes to her and tells her instead,
How he gives her belief and says he's proud of her, and here I am being pushed to the back,
How he never speaks to me anymore, cause he's got new friends,
How she is the best in the class, and I'm failing,
How they love her more than me,
How suddenly they forgot my name,
How he loves her more,
I'm giving up on everything slowly, no, quickly, I suppose..
Since I'm giving up, I shouldn't care about being replaced.. right?
It hurts, a lot..
But this is a weird pain, it's like I don't care about the pain but once I start thinking of it, it seems like a big deal to me..
I wish they knew,
But they'd never understand,
How I feel being replaced by who I thought would never, that would always be there and would never replace me..
Now I bet there's gonna be that one 'friend' that'll end up reading this and saying "you're not being replaced, don't say stuff like that"
Well whatever
I know I am
I've become that waste of space that I told you all i am or I'd become.
"The earth is like a machine, everyone is a part, you're not useless"
Well, you can be replaced by someone new and thrown to the trash, I might not have been useless then but I'm useless now.
A broken part.
It's not fun being a broken part, watching every single one of your 'friends' go off doing amazing things and laughing and having fun with each other, and I'm sitting probably about as far away as possible thinking they probably don't even notice I've disappeared..
