The liar, the photographer, and me.

Bye bitches

I realized in that moment I had to go pack my stuff before anyone can ruin my life so that's what I did I planed on running away maybe to Paris or something if I didn't do this it was death I was going to take my life cause now I have no friends I can't trust anyone and plus my boyfriend is going to hate me cause TYLER KISSED ME it doesn't seem like a big deal to you but it was this was it my life was ruined of a blink of a eye just one mistake and boom everything gone forever I ran up stairs to my room and started packing quickly and quietly than "hey." I looked to the door it was Tyler "hey." I said back in confusion than I resumed "whatcha doing?" Tyler said weirdly " packing." I said "to where." He said " I don't know yet." " why not?" " cause." " okay." And he walked away slowly...... But he ran back in my room " I'm coming with you." " what no." " yes kaelynn I'm coming, I'm gonna pack right now." " why?" " cause I know mom would never forgive me if you ran away alone again." " but you shouldn't come with." " too bad." Tyler said angrily I ran fast as I could packed the car and tried to leave but when I tried to get the last suit case Tyler came with his suit cases when I was walking down stairs with my LAST one he just HAD to come to my car with his two suit cases " what's up with you I'm leaving by myself so I don't have to worry or hurt anyone along the way so let me leave." We had this tug of war with my last suit case I wanted to leave so badly without him but I couldn't imagine it without him thinking about it now " LET GO." " NO." " WHY LET ME LEAVE." " NO NEVER." "WHY?!?" "CAUSE." " BECAUSE WHY TYLER." " BECAUSE I LOVE YOU." I looked at him in disbelief with everything that happened with kody and Pasiley and Vivan my best friends a year ago I wouldn't imagine the with without them and now I'm leaving it all behind the drama foster parents now I have to leave Tyler even though he loves me I have to let him go like I am with everything else " Tyler please let me go by myself." " no kaelynn I can't let you leave without me knowing that you will never come back to me with your cancer and everything you could die you need me by your side." " Tyler I can make new friends and my cancer is getting better I won't die and I won't be alone trust me Tyler." I could see the desire in his eyes he needed me and I needed him except I can't have him I have to let go " I can't kaelynn I can't leave you alone without me without us I think I would die without you." We just stood there for 10 minutes in the middle of the road thinking over our regrets and decisions thinking if he should come with me I lied my cancer isn't getting better 78 I need to get help and that help in is California he can't come with me my hair will fall out I can't let Tyler see me like this " please kaelynn let me come with you." After 10 more minutes thinking over this decision " okay come with R me pack your bags." And Tyler did quickly so we could leave in the morning it was 11:00pm after this we went to bed together in my room cuddling this will be our last time in this house with these parents this state this drama these friends soon in the morning it will be all gone forever