Better than drugs

Hell doesn't want me and Heaven won't let me in...

Not being wanted is not really a new thing for me.

I am Leah Good, one of the most invisible human being that you will ever see, or not...

At the age of 16, daddy's girl, strait A student, never EVER get in trouble in any way, shape, or form.

I sit in my room and never speak to a soul.

For 16 years.

I have been wanting for so long to see the world, hangout with friends, be...a rebel.

Feel free without a care in the world.

But my life is pretty good so I'm not complaining to much.

I'm an only child with my dad, my mom...or egg loaner refused to have anything to do with me shortly after I was born.

So there for I'm lacking that motherly figure that I long for all these years.

Yes, my father has had girlfriends, but most of the time they don't like me, or I flat out hate them.

One time there was a girl he brought over and she got really, I mean REALLY pissed because I refused to come out of my room to meet her, that whore walked her pissed ass up the stares, to my room and smashed my iPod.

Ya that was pretty fucked up.

Anyways I love my dad and refuse to hurt him in any way.

There for I tolerate his girlfriends.

About how I look...umm I have hair about half way down my back, red and black, more in a emo kid style, hazel eyes, and my nose is pierced which I keep a hoop in.

I love writing, and vloging {video blogging}.

I have my best friend who's name is Dirk.

I love Dirk he's a really good friend, he has blond slicked back hair, amazing body structure, and the sweetest guy you'll ever meet...to me. For some reason he's really nice to me but he fucking hates everyone else, mostly my other friends.

Right now I'm laying in my bed after snoozing my alarm clock.

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So I'm sorry I know I said I was going write this a long long time ago and well I'm going to work on it :o) but I'm not confident in this story so I'm going to need feed back (fucking comment, vote xD) soooooooo do that! love around to everyone <3