everything is fine
but not fine
silence, sometimes
makes me deaf
voices scream
inside my head
all i want to do
is just to stay in my bed
everything is fine
but not fine
as i breathe
the most suffocating air
as i look
at the scattered
pieces of my bones
as i wipe the raindrops
coming from
the doors of my soul
as i carry
the heaviest emptiness
inside me
i can feel
an organ skips
it's beat
a soul is leaving
it's spine
the fluid of life
stops circulating
everything is fine
but not fine
i'm getting half dead.
