Everything Has Changed (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

The Reconnection

Louis' POV

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"Okay, boys. We think its time to call it quits."

"What do you mean?"

Niall's voice was shaky.

"You guys have been together for a while now and it time to be done and move on from this life. you will all be able to do your own thing. well most of you."

"most of us?"

Geoff the GM of modest stared me right in the eye,

"Yes, most of you. Harry is getting the option to make a solo career. and Mr. Styles we understand you will need some time to think, but its highly recommended you take the offer."

i looked to my lap then over to Harry who made eye contact with me.

"So i can break up with Eleanor now?"

"oh, louis. you still dont understand. you and harry will never be together. i know neither of you are fully gay but its apparent you love each other. but as long as harry is with us you wont even speak to him."

"fuck you."

i didnt care about anything further. i got up and left. pauk tried chasing me to get me back.

"Louis! Wait!"

"No, Paul. Fuck it. I can never be happy, yeah i could find love with a girl but i will never feel the same as i do with harry. im leaving they dont own me nor do they want me."

he stopped his pleading and turned to walk away. i saw the star bucks at the end of the street. and i saw el's car. this is it.

"Eleanor!"

"hi, babe!"

"no. dont 'hi, babe' me. we are done. im done with you, you only use me for money."

her face dropped, i have to admit i felt a little bad for calling her out in front of people. but, i didnt really care either. what i did doesnt matter anymore. harry was going to give up on us to have a solo career.

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"louis..... boo?"

i lifted my head from the pillow to see harry in the crack of my door. i slowly turned over facing opposite of him.

"cmon. please listen to me..."

"what? what is there to say, harry? you are obviously going to take the solo career and leave us boys to fend for ourselves. dont you remember saying "ill never go solo, its all or nothing?" or was that just a lie. i broke up with eleanor today. not that it matters. go live your solo life get a hollywood girl friend. we dont need a fake."

"LOUIS, YOU ARENT LISTENING. I LOVE YOU BUT I NEED TO DO WHAT IS BEST AND HAVING A SOLO CAREER IS BEST. IM LIVING MY DREAM AND YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME BUT INSTEAD YOU ARE BEING A JEALOUS LITTLE BOY."

"Dont you ever fucking raise your voice at me, styles. do you understand."

i snapped, i was growling through my teeth and i pushed hin out of my way exiting our flat. i didnt need anything except my bag. i had clothes and a phone charger.

"fucking wonderful. pouring rain."

i mumbled curse words to myself walking down the streets of london.

*****

I jumped up and it felt like i wa lifte ten feet and dropped back on to the couch. nobody would be up it was three in the morning. i knew what i needed to do.

To: Harry Styles

Harry, Im so sorry. for everything. I know youve moved on with your life but niall and i met the girls from the concert. the ones who sang with us and liam really liked one of them. they made us see we dont have to be involved with gangs. please just get the others to meet with us. we need to reconnect. for the fans. and i mean i know you miss me.(; x Louis

I had a feeling he wasnt going to answer. but i was hoping for the best. in London it is 8 in the morning. He would be awake. within minutes my phone vibrated.

From: Harry Styles

i will see what i can do about liam and zayn. but this is only for the fans. dont take it as anything special.

although it killed me knowing he didnt care about me anymore, i deserved it. i left him in the middle of the night because i wa bitter.

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Harry's POV

(FLASHBACK 2015)

Hes gone. he just left. i dont think hes coming back. no. he ksnt coming back. what do i do with all of his things? i tilted my head to look at the ceiling. i punched the wall with the side of my hand creating a hole. i hated myself. i always promised the boys it would be all or nothing but i let them down. louis had every right to be mad. i gathered all of his things and out them into boxes. i went to empty his drawer and i found it. the first day we met. on x factor.. louis and i had our arms around each other in a tight hug. the writing on the back of the photo read:

Haz,

Ive never been in love like this. I never expected myself falling so hard. I have never felt this way about a boy. every moment we are together i feel saved. You are my good luck charm. Remember the soccer game i did for charity and you werent there? Do you remember what happened? I got hurt and it was horrible. ive never had the feeling that i needed someone to survive, but you make me feel that way. when i lose you i have no idea where ill end up, or what kind of mess i will be in. just please try to find me and fix me again.

forever in my heart,

Louis.

i remember crying that whole time....

(PRESENT 2016)

Fuck, harry. stop thinking about him. you can do a reunion make some video diaries and leave. please the fans. stay grounded. i tried to repeat this to myself but louis wouldnt leave my mind. i walked over to my desk grabbing my journal. i untied the leather laces and flipped to the back page. there it was. the most simple yet memorable thing i had. the photo of louis and i.

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Sorry, Ive been having A LOT of Larry feels today.

hahahaaaha :) x