Untouchable Love

Gone Forever?

~Fawn~

"What's wrong Harry?" I frowned up at the curly haired boy.

"Like you don't know what's wrong, don't act like you don't know what you did!"

"But I don't, I didn't do anything!"

"And to think I was friends with YOU all this time, you disgust me."

"But I_I don't know Wha-"

"Don't even I can't believe you would do this to me, you know how much I wanted to get into Cambridge and now my chance is ruined." With that last statement he pushed past me and stomped angrily away.

I fell to the ground and curled up into a fetal position. My best friend, my only friend just left me. For what, I have no idea.

I could feel all eyes on me as the students and teachers walked past me laughing and shaking their heads at how pathetic I was.

But what did I have left now, Harry was gone and I now had no one. The tiny piece of something that was me is gone now. I am nothing.

Not caring about school or anything else at this point I ran out of the school doors and to my house.

I knew what was waiting for me there, but what does it matter. I have nothing left now.

I opened my front door and ran straight into my father.

"Watch where youure goin you little piece a shit, why you home so early anyway, oohhh I know you want some more of me dont cha, haha I knew you like it!" He slurred and coughed out his words.

He leaned towards me and wrapped his arms around me for what I am guessing was supposed to be a hug.

As he put his face in front of mine I could smell the cigarettes, alcohol and the cheap sex he got from the local prostitutes on his breath.

I tried to push him away but that only made him angry.

"Don't you hit your father, I raised you!" He slapped me across the face with the back of his hand. I screamed and jumped back, catching him off guard and he fell.

I ran up the stairs and into my room as fast as I could, locking the door behind me. I slid down the door and started sobbing into my knees all the while by father was banging on the door to get in.

I ran into my bathroom and grabbed a razor blade from out of the cabinets. Sitting on my toilet I begin to cut myself for everything that goes wrong in my life.

"I have no mother." Cut

"My father hates me!" Cut

"My best friend left me" cut

"We have no money." Cut

"AND MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE SUCKS!" Cut. cut. Cut. Cut. Cut.

I leaned back against my toilet seat and begin to feel dizzy. Finally, I thought I'll be put out of my misery.

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OK SO HOW WAS IT? This is my first story so go easy on meh and

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