Jungkook was crying so much, he could hardly see. His lungs burned and his heart was completely shattered. His mind screamed so much agony that he was a loud sobbing mess, running through the late night.
"Jungkook!"The Maknae could hear the faint yell of his name from faraway but he refused to stop and turn.
He blocked out ever sound but covering his ears and listened to his crying and demonic mind speak at him. His own legs carried him to a random place and whether he was lost or not, Jungkook didn't care anymore.
Opening his eyes, the young ravenette found himself hidden amongst trees,p. Sudd let, he could hear Yoongi's desperate shouts and he covered his mouth; allowing no noises to escape from him.
The footsteps and shouting got closer and Jungkook was able to see the outline of his Hyung who was looking around frantically. When the moon found the right spot, Jungkook could see the tears glistening on the older boy's face.
The pain. . . .
"Jungkook-ah! Come out! Jungkook! Jeon Jungkook!"Yoongi kept hollering, his voice unsteady. He watched in sorrow as his Hyung lost his footing and sat on the ground, his sobs getting loud.
"Jungkook, please come out wherever you are. Your Hyung needs you."Yoongi said, bringing extreme guilt to the young boy. Jungkook was starting to have seconds thought of appearing but he paused when he heard his leader's voice.
"Yoongi!"
The duo rapper met face to face and the atmosphere felt even worse than words can say. Yoongi knows there was no way to conceal those tears and control himself now. The Maknae watched in silent as the scene before him play.
"What are you doing here Namjoon?"Yoongi says bitterly.
"Yoongi. . . Are you crying?"
"Why the fuck shouldn't I? Jungkook is out late and the poor kid is hurt!"Yoongi hisses angrily, shoving the leader backwards. Of course, Namjoon doesn't return the violence. He simply stays quiet.
"Do you understand what that means if Jungkook isn't here? Do you understand how hurt that kid is?"Yoongi continues.
"Maybe. Maybe not. I'm not him."Namjoon whispers.
"Why are you here?"
"Because. . . As much as I don't want Jungkook lost. I don't want to lose you also."Namjoon confesses truthfully. His dark orbs concentrating on the ground. He didn't dare to look at the older boy in the eyes.
But as he did, the look of shock and annoyance was crossed and the leader knew this moment wasn't the right time.
"How can you fucking say that to me?!"Yoongi shouts, more tears streaming down his face as his hands shook badly. He tried to contain himself but nothing was working.
"I—"
"You what?! You fucking think confessing to me after kissing Seokjin nearly fucking ten minutes ago was going to resolve this issue?! Do you think Jungkook knows?! No! The kid is out there, probably suffering more than me! What are you fucking think Kim Namjoon?!"
'Hyung, please don't worry about me. Just find your happiness.'Jungkook thought, wiping his tears away with the sleeves of his shirt.
Slowly taking out his phone, the ravenette began texting with trembling hands to Yoongi.
「 Jungkook to Yoongi:
Hyung, I'm alright. A friend of mine found me. He's taking care of me. I promise to return to the dorm in the morning. I want you to find that happiness. I promise you Hyung, it's alright. 」
Yoongi felt the buzz on his phone and stared wide-eye p. Namjoon watched the precious rapper unlocked his phone and read something.
"Jungkook. . . ."He whispered.
"What?"
Closing his phone, the older rapper sniffled and put his phone back. He needed comfort momentarily. Yoongi depended on Jungkook mostly because the Maknae was always there and reassuring him that he grew fond of it.
It was like his weakness.
"Let's head back."Yoongi says in a low voice, walking past his leader who suddenly grabbed and pulled him back into his arms.
"You should stop crying Yoongi. Your tears are pretty but that's just a beautiful sadness. . . .And I can't handle seeing something like that."Namjoon whispers in his ear and a deep blush spread across his visage.
Despite the dejected event, Namjoon was clearing the moment ever so slowly. Soon, another buzz ca,e from his pants pocket and he reached out to snatch his phone.
「 Jungkook to Yoongi:
Hyung, be happy. I'll be alright. 」
"Why do I feel like that kid is around here but so far away?"Namjoon speaks up after reading the text.
「 Jungkook to Yoongi:
Tell Namjoon-Hyung to take care of you for me. I love you♡ 」
Namjoon escorted Yoongi back to their dorms. As they were out of view, the Maknae steps out the shadows and gasp softly, inhaling deeply.
"I see now. . .That you guys will be fine. Maybe you guys can raise my hopes. . ."Jungkook whispers.
But his troubled, glossy orbs wander upwards to the alluring starry sky. The moon was glowing more brightly now. It was of it was expecting him to appear from the darkness.
"I'm not a star. . .I can't shine brightly besides them."
And so, Jungkook heads off a different direction.
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I made this chapter in one day sooo
I'll fix any mistakes later
The story is coming to an end! Tears
I hoped you enjoy this NamGi moment
The next chapter should have some Vhope+Jimin and Jinkook
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