I aiin perfect sometimes I feel worthless . -Acee
I feel worthless all the time like I don't matter like I never mattered .how can the one who claimed to have loved me so much and told me to never worry about him never hurting me do the unthinkable. rip my only piece of volubility away from me within a matter of minutes it took everything I yelled , I screamed , I cried but nobody came for me I was there alone w/the guy I once loved . some ask is this why I'm gay and I always say "no" because it's true this is not the reason I'm gay I'm gay because women are beautiful and make me feel some typa way . so why lay down w/a women you ask ? Because laying down w/a women is amazing their not all about sex sometimes you jus look back and think about the
way you felt when you laid w/that man . to how you feel when you are laying down w/a women bet chu feel better than you ever imagined I use to like myself , now I hate myself my outside appearance is far different from what's on the inside . you're supposed to feel like your worth something but do I no not at all I feel worthless . . useless . .damaged beat down && broken . .so why do people love me I have nothing to offer but a painted on smile . && what's left of this thing you call a heart I'm so cold hearted I feel like every time I breathed I breathe invisible ice crystals and I push myself beyond my limit my heart literally has to "break the ice" . this is types craze but whateva yo , im out .-Acee
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