Well you think you're crazy , I think you're crazy , i think you're crazy just like me. -Cee Lo Green
I'm shaking really bad i don't know what to do . .i wish i didn't have to feel like this anymore . .everyday for like the past month i can't sleep && i wake up crying . .I'm jus tired really tired . .I'm so stressed out && mentally broken that i can barely smile w/o shedding a tear or two . .like this isn't supposed to be happening too me . .i can't I'm crying to hard . .&& I'm getting dizzy . .using ibuprofen to help thin the blood && hoping that the process goes faster . . the thought of that blade running against my thigh seeing that first trickle of blood run down my leg sparked something inside so i kept going once more , twice more , a total of six deep cuts pained my thigh as the tears ran down my face repeatedly asking "why" , "why" , "why me ?!" "hmm" "why did i do too deserve this hmm ?!" in the mist of everything i kept getting choked up on my tears . .then i just stopped , i stopped , cleaned myself up && got ready for school .-Acee
