Age 7-8

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By the time I was seven I was broken, having been yelled at every morning for three years had takes it's toll. At the same time my best friend since I was one hated me and I was a social reject. I still loved my parents for about two years after grandpa died but by that time I hated them.

That was the year I started cutting. I hated myself so much, I just couldn't' understand why my parents didn't love me. I didn't have any friends that year and then in third grade I met a girl named Nevaeh. I was best friends with her till about halfway through the school year and then she asked me to cheat on a test for her. I was devastated her having been the one constant in my life for years other than the fighting. A couple of days before Nevaeh asked me to cheat a girl in my class called Lori came up to Nevaeh and I on the playground and asked if she could play with us. Nevaeh wasn't to thrilled but I was fine with it. Lori ended up becoming the best friend I'd ever had and still is. I love you Lori (in a friend way)!!!

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