Broken.

Chapter One:

"No," I stated firmly as my bestfriend Brynn begged on her knees. " I don't want to go, you know your brother and i never got along."

"But come on Liz! that was last year, collage probably changes him. Plus my mom wants you at his welcome home party." She pleaded with me, her Bambi like eyes filling with tears. I sighed and shoved her shoulder.

"You can stop with the fake tears I'll go."

"yay," she cheered jumping up and down. "You might want to get ready, he'll be home in fourty-five minutes."

with that she ran out of the room, and my eyes widened. fourty-five minutes to shower, get dressed, and drive to her house! That girl drives me insane. I quickly stood up from the edge of my bed and ran to the bathroom. After I had scrubbed, shaved and rinsed, I hopped out and wrapped a towel around my body while checking my phone. I only had twenty minutes before we had to leave, I let out a sigh and walked back to my room. I opened up my closet and threw on black Lacy underwear and a matching bra followed by a pair of jeans and a baggy orange tank. Taking a hair tie off of my wrist I threw my hair up into a messy bun and pulled my side bangs In front of my right eye, putting on my grey vans and sliping my phone in my butt pocket I went to stand in front of my full length mirror. sighing I pushed my thick rimmed glasses to the top of my head and ran my hands down my face, god I hate myself. My stomach isn't flat enough, there's no gap between my thighs, my skins not clear enouggh, and my eyes are a boring shade of blue. pushing my glasses back .down I sighed and walked over to my vanity, reaching my hand under the intricately designed table top I pulled at the razor taped to the underside. I took off my bracelets and slowly brought my closest ally down on my wrist. wincing at the sharp pain I brought it back down to my wrist, carefully spelling out the word 'fat'. when I finished I stood and walked to my door, peaking my head out to make sure nobody was coming before I ran across the hall to the bathroom. once in the bathroom I quickly put my wrist under the faucet and turned on the hot water, wincing as the scolding temperates burned the already injured flesh. turning the tap off I pulled out the gauze from the medicine cabinet and wrapped the cuts. walking back to my room I quickly put in all of my bracelets making sure they covered the bandage. looking at myself once more in the mirror I raised my shoulder and walked out of my room and down the stairs to where Brynn was watching girlcode.

"Alright, I'm ready to go."