bipolar

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I've struggled with it sense I was little
Hatred and sadness I was right down the middle.
I was in a war with my mind
But even with random out burst of anger I still try to be kind.
One moment planning a murder and another I have a suicide note on the bed
And even when I'm happy deep down I want to be dead
I can't stably date someone
Because for me the pain of hate is way to fun.
Wait I don't want self harm
Wait no stop I can't stop cutting my arm.
God help me put down this knife.
Oh no I ended his life.

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