She growled under her breath and messed up with her hair when the thought of him crossed her mind, she had to stop.
' Stop dwelling in the past ' She told herself .
She closed her eyes and tried to calm down, soothe her nerves. But when she did , all she could see was his eyes.
' I remember the way he used to look at me with those brown eyes of his ' At this point, she was already picturing him looking into her eyes. Eyes that held sheer awe and childlike wonder.
With a snarl, she stood up and shoved all the books that resided on her desk before she sat down again. Hiding her face on her arms.
She could hear him calling her name, rolling his tongue with no hesitation. Though, she didn't do anything this time. She just laid her head onto top of her arm as she recalled that day.
She hated feeling like this. Its like the feeling of your stomach tied into knots, her chest feels tightened like she cant breathe at all and her nervousness seem to make her look like she's about to throw up . Her heart ached as she felt as if her breathing was irregular. This wasn't good for her health, she groaned and leaned back on her swivel chair.
Her eyes staring at the ceiling as her brain started to backtrack their memories, her blank face suddenly scrunched up with annoyance.
Hot tears of anger started to stream down her cheeks, gnashing her teeth. Her nail dug into her palms, breaking the skin and drawing trickles of blood.
' Oh how I wish you were still here, telling me that you're here to stay and that everything will finally be okay.. ' She mumbled to herself.'
' Oh how I wish...'
