The Cold Nerd Behind her Glasses (SLOW UPDATE)

Chapter 2: First Day

Athena’s POV

In the car…

(-________-) Lorraine

"What's with that face Lorraine?" me

"Di na ba talaga magbabago ang isip mo? Are you sure about this?"

"Yeah. I'm pretty good sure about this. This is me now. And you have nothing to do about it. You know how I hate attentions, right? So it’s better for you to shut up. I'm sure they’re going to avoid or even talk to me in this kind of appearance I have. I don’t want anyone else to come near me. I want them not to see my existence."

"But this is not y--"

I cut what she’ll going to say.

"NO. THIS.IS.ME. D*mn it Venus! Are we going to argue about this again now? " I exclaimed.

SILENCE.

I already pissed at this moment kaya naman natawag ko na sya sa first name nya na bihira lang naman mangyari. And I know she knows it already kaya naman tumahimik na lang din sya.

Silence filled the whole duration of our trip going to school. Naalala ko tuloy kung bakit ako nakapagdecide na magbago.

**FLASHBACK (at the Germany)

 

Months had passed since then. And still I'm hoping that he'll going to comeback, say sorry and explained everything had happened. And I guess I’m only just waiting and hoping for NOTHING. 10 months had passed,10 months of agony, grieving, hatred but still I LOVE HIM. It’s so d*mn killing me. It’s hard for me to do my daily routines since then. Tinatamad na akong pumasok in all my class. I also started to do unusual things that I haven't done so far except now. I'm skipping classes or if not I’ll do ditching or cutting classes. I started to join car or motorbike racing at night kaya laging puyat o di kaya naman nasa club drowning myself in drinking liquor that's why I always came home late.

 

One time after my race, I saw my brother sitting at one of the couches in our living room impatiently waiting for me.