Dark secrets

Never again

Harry's POV

The boys went home the next day. Zayn didn't look like he believed anything I said. It didn't really shock me that he didn't since I was never good at lying. Then again, I was never good at anything.

There was nothing to do and I didn't know the neighborhood, so I decided to go for a walk.

Never again.

I put on my shoes and walked out the front door. I walked further the way me and Gemma walked the first day I was here. This place is confusing. It's just houses, houses, and more houses.

I made my way past the park and now I was by a pond. Soon I was by a football (Again soccer) field. It seemed to get darker the more houses I went by. There was a few people walking on the street and an occasional car.

I swear someone was following me. I just felt it.

And I was right.

Someone grabbed me and pulled me into a house. I screamed and kicked but they had a hand over my mouth and they were holding tight.

They threw me on the floor and kicked me in the stomach. I stopped screaming and started gasping for air. I looked up and saw it was him.

Ronnie.

*-Language-*

He bent down to my height. He grabbed my hair and forced me to look in his eyes. "You think you can get away just like that and forget about everything? That it'll just be gone like that? Well think again you little fag."

He pulled me closer. He took my shirt off and as much as I screamed, he never stopped. He took off both of our pants.

"Stop screaming, you deserve this. You want this." He said. Then he did what he's done so many times before. He raped me.

I held back screams as he painfully thrusted into me. What seemed like forever, he let go. Soon, everything went black.

Gemma's POV

Someone knocked on the door. On my way to answer it I realized that Harry isn't back yet. He said he was just going on a walk. I hope something bad hasn't happened to him.

I opened the door and Louis was standing there with a serious face. "Hi Lou." I said. "Come in." he walked in and shut the door. He followed me to the kitchen.

"Look Gemma, this isn't working. What Harry told us yesterday just doesn't add up. Why did he lie to us? I know I said he can tell us when or if he wants but now it isn't a choice. Im sick of being lied too. There's obviously something wrong with him. How did he get those bruises when he was playing football? Did someone lay him down and kick him? And if you're just cousins, then how does he look so much like you? I think you're brother and sister. So tell me the truth. I won't tell anyone." He finished.

I guess no matter what, in the end, the truth always comes out. But what would Harry say? Could he ever trust me? I guess it's time to find out.

I sighed. He's a smart boy, He would've found out anyway.

"Ok. Harry's not my cousin. He's my brother." Louis looked relieved. But his eyes said to continue. "And those cuts and bruises he got from his- well he was ki-" I was cut off by someone coming through the door.

"Harry?" I asked. "He's not here?" Louis asked. I shook my head.

"Oh my god Harry!" I yelled.

Harry's POV

I found my way home. Somehow. I walked up to the house mum's car wasn't here. I wonder where she was. My head was pounding and it was raining hard. I opened the door and shut it then I fell against the wall and slid down.

"Harry?" Gemma asked from the kitchen. I couldn't respond. I was in a lot of pain all over. I heard some mumbling in the kitchen which was probably one if the boys. Oh no they can't see me like this. They would want to know what happened.

I tried to stand but it just failed. I couldn't do it. Here we go, the secret I guard with my life is about to come out. I always knew it would.

"Oh my god Harry!" Gemma yelled. She got on her knees right next to me. I looked up to see Louis, wide eyed and shocked. Yeah there was no getting out of this. This wasn't just 'football' or 'I fell'. He's not stupid, he won't believe it.

"Harry?" Gemma asked. I looked at her and noticed she had a tear running down her cheek. I wiped it with my thumb. "Don't cry Gem." I said. I let my hand fall on her leg. "I love you."

Louis' POV

Yeah definately not cousins. i couldn't do anything. I couldn't move. What the hell happened to this boy? There was no excuses now. No lies.

I'm getting the truth now.

I slowly walked over to them. Harry was eyeing me carefully, as if he was scared I would hurt him or Gemma. Of course I never would.

Of course I haven't been completely honest either. The truth is, I'm gay. I've only had one boyfriend, Stan. I hope I get to have another one. Harry. but Harry's not gay. He's definitely straight. Even if he was gay, I'm sure he wouldn't like me.

"Harry what happened?" I asked quietly. He looked at me and sighed.

"I-...I don't want to tell you Lou. Not yet. Please." he said. His voice was tired, like he just wanted to give up.

Like if he could, he'd end it all right now. And that made me so sad.

I will find out what's wrong with him. and ill help him forget it.