Ugh, Taehyung was getting into my head. I'm too obsessed with the little Pixie boy. He's so innocent and cute and kind and caring and sad. I need to stop thinking about him. Thank god he helped me with my homework, I completely forgot everything in Algebra 3. We're revisiting Algebra 1. I Hate school so FUCKING MUCH.
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I walked past Tae's locker twice now, he's still not there. I look in the bathroom. Not there. Whatever, I'll go to class now. The late bell rings. Shit. "Mr. Jungkook, you're late." Mrs. Gwon points out the obvious. "Sorry, ma'am. I dropped my things in the hall." I lied and used my usual excuse. "Take a seat." She sighs and takes attendance. I looked around and spot Tae in the back drawing on his hand. I sit next to him. "Hey, where were you this morning?" I ask. "I came early." He said while still concentrating on doodling on his small, pale hand.
The day went by normally, but after school I made Tae let me come over to his house again. We walk side by side until I saw something. I walked out to the grass and grabbed it. It was a bottle of bubbles. "Hey, Tae you like bubbles?" I asked. He looked at me and smiled. I blew some his direction. He ran over to me. "Can I have them." He asked as if he were a child. "Sure." I hand them over. "Yay!." He smiles his cute squarish smile.
The whole walk to his house was me talking and him blowing bubbles and giggling. He's too cute, no one should be that cute. He opens his door and I follow him to his room. "Tae, can you help me with my homework again? Please." He finally takes his attention off the bubbles. "Of course." I grab my shitty math, chemistry, and history work out of my bag. He takes it and explains everything so simply, but I completely understand everything. Once I'm done, I thank him and he just blushes and smiles.
I give him a kiss on the lips and leave him wide-eyed and pink lips parted. I smile and say, "I gotta go, see tomorrow at school." I get up and walk out of his house.
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Laying in bed for so long sucks. I've been moving and thrashing around for hours now. It's too cold to sleep in this room. I groan when I hear my alarm go off. 6:30 am it reads. I glare at it as if it killed my entire family. "I hate you, you ruin my life." I whisper. I grab my phone and text Suwoong.
KookieMonster: What do I do? I didn't get any sleep at all.
I wait a while for a reply. 5 minutes later
Suwoong95: Just skip school dude.
KookieMonster: But my crush will miss me....
Suwoong95: Uuhu...
KookieMonster: Okay maybe not, I kissed him TWICE, no THRICE. I'm not even sure the kid likes me or if he is gay. But, I'm 99.9% sure he is.
Suwoong95: LOL, just tell your mom you're sick and rest.
KookieMonster: BUT No
Suwoong95: no but's REST MOTHERFUCKER
KookieMonster: Okay okay Mr. G-rumps
Suwoong95: Whatevs.. I've gotta get to my college class.
KookieMonster :are you making fun of me, just cuz i was held back doesn't mean you can make fun of me! >:(
Suwoong95: calm down buddy boy, you're just a little slow.... JK
KookieMonster: -_- Fuck you.
Suwoong95: Love you too my baby.
I put my phone down and slowly drifted to sleep.
Taehyung P.O.V
Jungkook didn't show up to school today. I'm a little relieved, but part of me is sad not to see him. Anyways, today Yoongi did something nice for me. I was just minding my own business when some guy started hitting on me. I was petrified.
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"Hey, you the new kid right?" The other boy asked. "Yeah, what do you want?" I asked with fear. "You're cute, you wanna go out?" My eyes widened. "No, I can't." I blurted. He then grabbed my behind and said, "Com'on babe, I know you want me." he kept rubbing me in my no-no zones. "I need to get to class." I quickly say and run into my class room.
After class, I walk into the restroom. The boy was washing his hands, when he turns around. "Hey, baby." He says. I stiffen. I hoped he wouldn't notice me. He walked up and grabbed my crotch. I gasp and he smiles. He pushes me against the wall and rubs me. I try not to make any noise. He kisses me on the lips and and shoves his hand down the front of my pants and grabs me. I hated it, it was rape just like my parents warned me about. Suddenly, he's pulled back and I hear a familiar voice. "He's taken Mr. Horny." it was Min Yoongi. "whatever, I'll get him one day." the boy said and left the bathroom. "You alright?" Min asks. "Yeah. Who was that?" I ask. "That was Kai. He's a fuckboy." He explained. Oh...
I hugged the life out of Min Yoongi after he saved me from Kai.
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Anyways. That guy didn't bother me the rest of the day. I walked home alone and decided to just make some food for my parents and go to bed. I felt horrible and all my energy was drained. I drifted to sleep, but was awoken by a loud sound outside. I looked out my window and saw some loud kids throwing firecrackers at each other. I groaned and opened my window. "Hey, no playing with firecracker. It's illegal at this time of year!!" I yelled at them. They ran away and I got to go back to bed.
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My dream was about me and Jungkook. He was holding me and kissing me on the head. We were in the middle of a lake on a boat. It was sunrise and it was beautiful. I saw another person on a boat as well. They were all black and they scared me. The person got close, but he/she/it was still black and I couldn't make out any features. Our boat was suddenly tipped over. I can't swim so I just sank while Jungkook looked for me.
The water was purple and pink with sparkles floating in it. I hit the aqua-blue bottom of the lake, but when I simply touched it with my finger, I went through it into a different world. I pulled myself up onto a giant green field full of beautiful, red, pink, blue, purple, and orange flowers. I saw Jungkook under the only tree in the field, staring at me. It was a cherry tree, my favorite with pink flower petals falling to the lush green grass. "Tae, I love you. Come here." I walked over to him. He kissed me and we sit next to each other.
He lays his head down on my lap and he cries. The flowers begin to wilt and die. The tree we're under turns black and dried. The green grass turns brown and it also dry. "I hate you. I hope you die a painful death. I want you to kill yourself. I think you're disgusting." He gets up and hits me. I cry and the figure comes back and takes me to a fiery hell, or just sets the field on fire.
