Dreaming ♛Sean x Reader♛ Jacksepticeye

♛Chapter Two♛

You had gotten back to your apartment, and you walked on to Conner applauding you.
"Congrats Y/N! How'd your very first panel feel?" Conner asked joyfully.
"It was amazing, it was so cool to see a lot of my fans show up to see me, Mark, Sean, Bob, and Wade," you said with a smile growing as you looked down to the ground.
"Just imagine how tomorrow's gonna be when you go to the signing," Conner remarked.
"I can't wait," you answered as you walked back to your room.
You walked into your room, threw your jacket and other things on the floor next to your bed, and flopped down onto your bed. You pulled out your phone, remembering that you should probably text Sean.

(Pay attention to who answers quicker than the other)

5:00 pm
From you: hey

5:00 pm
From Sean: Hey Y/N! Excited for tomorrows signing?

5:02 pm
From you: Yea, it's still kinda crazy that all of these people are coming to see me, u, and Mark.

5:03 pm
From Sean: Get used it, Y/N. It only gets crazier as u gain more subs. :)

5:04 pm
From you: wow. This all sounds amazing and terrifying all at the same time.

5:04 pm
From Sean: Believe me, it is :D

5:06 pm
From you: so hey, how long are u gonna be in town? Maybe we can hang out before u go, bc u seem pretty cool. :)

5:07 pm
From Sean: I'm gonna be here all week, and same to u :D. When would b good for u?

5:10 pm
From you: How about Tuesday? I'm free all day.

5:10 pm
From Sean: that's good with me. But where r we gonna go?

5:12 pm
From you: idk, maybe like a cafe to have lunch at and then figure it out from there?

5:13 pm
From Sean: sounds great

5:13 pm
From you: okay cool.

5:14 pm
From Sean: u seem pretty cool, Y/N

5:15 pm
From you: Awe, thx Sean. U too! :)

5:15 pm
From Sean: thank you. :)

5:17 pm
From you: so hey, I've always wondered what it was like in Ireland...

5:17 pm
From Sean: cold, rainy, and the sun shines rarely... Its not as gr8 as ppl perceive it to be.

5:18 pm
From you: oh, okay lol

5:19 pm
From you: hey, I gtg, I'll tty in a bit.

5:19 pm
From Sean: awe okay, bai
✔Seen

You then set your phone down on your Colorful/Black+ White
Comforter, and then left your room and heading down the hallway to your office, which you considered more your 'cave' because Conner wouldn't dare bother you there unless it was an emergency. You sat down to edit, but couldn't concentrate, no matter how hard you tried. You felt like something was wrong... Like something bad was going to happen, but you didn't know what.
This feeling soon consumed you, leaving nothing else to think about, even though you were trying you're hardest not to let it. It had triggered a panic attack, and everything began to spin. You started shaking, pacing, and eventually, throwing small things at the door. All that you could think about was that something bad was going to happen, and this lead to feeling like everyone was out to get you. You were no longer in control of your body, your mind was.
The door busted open with Conner standing in the doorway, only to see you in a dark corner, head on knees, crying, and looking around at everything like you had absolutely no clue where you were or what was going on. Luckily, he knew you had a history of violence during panic attacks.
"Y/N? A-are you okay?" Conner asked warily.
You looked up to him, eyes that were once wide and scared became cold and evil.
"SHUT UP YOU STUPID PRICK!" you lashed out at him, pushing past him in the doorway as he stood there, leaving his jaw on the ground. You had never done that before, but you had no control. It had never been this bad.
You ran to your room, slamming the door behind you as you began to hit your head on the wall. Everything was still a blur, and the next thing you knew, you hit the ground and everything went from blurry to black.
You were awakened by Conner, and to your surprise, you were in a hospital.
"W-what happened?" You asked weakly.
"Y/N, after you slammed your door, you began to hit your head on your wall. You hit your head so hard so many times that it caused you to faint. I already called Sean, Mark, and your family, and they're on their way," Conner said reassuringly.
You tried to leave over to hug him for caring about so much about you, but because you were hooked up to many machines, you only managed to rip out a couple of IVs in your arms.
"Thank you so much, Conner. You have no idea how much this means to me," you replied shakily, tears beginning to flood into your eyes.
"Hey, what are best friends for?" He smiled back at you, leaning close enough that you could manage to wrap your arms around him.
Just then, the doctor walked in. You released Conner and looked up to the doctor with hopeful eyes.
"Miss Y/L/N; firstly, I'd thought I'd tell you that your family members are here and eager to see you. Secondly, I have the results from your tests. You do not have any major damage, although you did manage to give yourself a pretty mild concussion," the doctor said with a reassuring smile.
You let out a heavy sigh of relief, and Conner did the same. Your head was still pounding.
"Can I see my family?" You asked the doctor meekly.
"You may, I'll let them know they may come see you. I will also get you some more morphine to help kill off some of the pain," the doctor replied with a warm smile.
Hearing this filled you to the brim with warm, fuzzy feelings. Within a minute of the doctor leaving, your mom, dad, Mark, and Sean all came storming in to make sure you were okay. Mark and Sean both stepped aside to let your parents talk to you first.
"Are you okay honey?"
"Did you have another panic attack?"
"What did the doctor say?"
"Are you leaving today?"
Your parents were bombarding you with millions of questions. You simply looked up at them with confused and overwhelmed eyes, trying to silently say that they were confusing you.
"Yeah, I'm leaving today, yes I had another panic attack, and the doctor said I only have a mild concussion," you did your best to answer all of their questions, but thinking about it made your head pound twice as bad.
With that, your parents nodded, looking at you and then to each other. They both kissed you on the forehead and let Mark and Sean come forward. You looked up at Sean, who looked both terrified, worried, and happy to see you all at once.
"Why didn't you text me when this was happening Y/N? You know I would've tried to help you..." Sean said, looking somewhat upset about it.
"I'm sorry Sean. I would have, but I couldn't control what was happening, everything went crazy and blurry when I went into my office and I screamed at Conner for no reason and then I ended up here, I'm really sorry," you said, trying to sound reassuring.
"Its okay, now that you know, before it gets too bad, text me, I'm always open for it, okay? I'll always try to help you," He said, looking at you with loving and caring eyes. You knew now that you guys were going to be good friends.
Both Sean and Mark leaned down to hug you.
"So are you getting out soon?" They asked you.
"I'm getting out hopefully soon. I believe Conner and my parents are signing the release papers right now," you replied.
"Okay. Text me when you feel better, alright Y/N?" Sean told you as he and Mark were heading out.
You gave him a thumbs up, because you were growing too tired to keep talking because the morphine had kicked in. You knew that if you were to sleep, they'll still manage to get you home. You closed your eyes and slowly drifted off to another place.