You got home not long after you had dropped Sean off. Although your mind was still racing at a billon miles per hour, you figured you may as well edit a video and post it.
7:03pm
From Sean: hey, thank you so much for bringing me along with you to the spa, it was a lotta fun.7:11pm
From you: don't mention it. I was happy I had someone to talk to and have a good time with.7:14pm
From Sean: how much do I owe you?7:15pm
From you: Sean, don't worry about it. You don't owe me anything, I was happy to pay for you.7:17pm
From Sean: Okay, thank you so much again.7:18pm
From you: I take it as you don't do this very often?7:19pm
From Sean: you do????7:19pm
From you: lol no, I just meant that if you do, no one usually pays for you?7:20pm
From Sean: well I never really have the time because of YouTube, and if I did, I don't have anyone to go with, so I usually pay for myself the few times I do go.7:23pm
From you: oh. Well, come here more often and we can do this more lol7:24pm
From Sean: I wish lolYou guys talked until about eleven, and by then Sean had fallen asleep. You followed not long after. You had a couple dreams that you could remember, but only one that you could remember vividly, almost as if it had actually happened in real life. It was the last day of Sean being here, and as a goodbye kind of gift, you took him out to a restaurant and then you went to a party that Conner had thrown. Loads of big YouTubers were there, and surprisingly enough, Sean stayed with you. You didn't consider yourself to be a "big YouTuber", and it always made you feel slightly uncomfortable. You and Sean had a blast, and at one point, the DJ had put on a slow song. All the couples came together and started dancing. You stood there, watching all the couples dance, when you felt an arm snake around your hips and fingers intertwine with your own. You spun around to see Sean, smiling warmly at you.
"May I have this dance?" He asked, blushing slightly.
"It would be my pleasure," you answered back.
You both walk out on the dance floor, fingers still laced together as you started slowly dancing. You rested your head on his shoulder, and he rested his head softly on yours. He moved his head off of yours, and you felt this slight breath on your ear as he whispered, "I really like you, Y/N."
"I really like you too Sean," you said, lifting your head up. You gazed into his ocean-blue eyes, your foreheads pressed together.
"Y/N..." Sean began, drawing in a deep breath. "Will you be my girlfriend?"
You froze, and before you could answer, you woke up.
You laid back down and desperately tried to go back to the dream, but to no avail. Annoyed, you lazily crawl out of your bed and trudged to the bathroom.
After putting on a pair of joggers and an worn out (Old Navy / Aeropostale) T-Shirt, you walked slowly to the fridge as you did every morning. Seeing as there was practically nothing but condiments, you sighed inwardly and walked to the pantry, and proceeded to shovel handfuls of your favourite cereal into your mouth. Luckily, Conner had been out.
Your phone buzzed and lit up. You pulled it out of your pocket. It's was Sean.10:39 am
Sean: Where are you?
His text confused you, because as far as you could remember, there were no plans of going anywhere today with him.
10:42 am
You: I'm at home...?
10:43 am
Sean: I thought we were meeting up at the town square today?
10:45 am
You: we were???? Oh my god I forgot I'm so sorry.
10:45 am
You: wait I have an idea: since you know where I live, maybe you could just come over to my place and we could have a lazy day...?
10:47 am
Sean: that actually sounds great. Gimme about an hour and I'll be there.
10:48 am
You: sounds good.
With that, you gently tossed your phone on one of the chairs in the living area, and began to frantically clean. The apartment wasn't completely trashed, but it didn't hurt to tidy it up a bit, especially considering someone was coming over.
Once you had gotten the place to your liking, you speed-walked your way to the bathroom and put your hair in a messy bun. You had no idea why you were rushing around your apartment like someone had lit your clothes on fire, but it probably had something to do with the fact that every time you were given a time slot, some part of you deep down had to get it done quickly.
By the time that Sean had shown up, you had brought out loads of blankets and throw pillows for you both to make a blanket fort to watch movies in. He had shown up in a pair of worn-down sweatpants and a royal blue shirt with a zip-up black hoodie.
The living area had been transformed into a massive fort in no less than half an hour. You grabbed your laptop from the sofa and climbed into the fort.
"So what should we watch first?" You asked.
"I'm fine with whatever, you choose," Sean replied.
You put on a Horror/Romance movie, and laid down on your stomach. Sean seemed content with your choice, and slowly moved in closer as the time passed. Towards the middle of the movie, and after having your heart tugged on for the majority of the time, Sean was brushing shoulders with you.
With every time that you tensed up due to something impactful in the movie, he would lean in closer until eventually, he would be almost cradling you to make sure you were alright.
The last movie was coming to a close, and an emotional one at that. Your vision became blurry as tears began to fill your eyes. The tears streamed down your cheeks like quiet, gentle rivers, and as the credits began to roll, you sniffled quietly. Sean noticed the sniffle, and turned to you, his eyes were full of despair and heartbreak, almost like it was hurting him to see you crying.
He gently wiped the stream of tears off of your face. His touch felt almost magical, you couldn't explain the sensation. He then wrapped you up into a hug and slowly rocked back and forth, as if to calm you down. He rested his head on yours.
•Sean•
Seeing Y/N crying, for any reason, was absolutely heartbreaking. After the movie ended, I gently wiped the seemingly steady flow of tears off of her rosy cheeks, pulled her over to me and hugged her tightly. I rested my head on her head as I rocked gently back and forth. I knew that if I wanted to get to know her better among other things, I'd need to stay longer; I had a plan.
Y/N eventually sat up, and smiled awkwardly, as if she thought that this was going to make me uncomfortable around her. I shook it off and peered outside the fort to the window. It was already almost fully dark.
"So Y/N, I don't know about you but this week has probably been one of the best weeks I've had all year," I began.
"Mine as well, I'm especially happy it was getting to know you better," she answered with that warm smile of hers that I remember so well on a computer screen.
"It kinda bums me out that tomorrow's Friday as I have to leave on Saturday," I said, silently hoping with all my being that she'd try to stop that.
"Really?" She paused, looking down at the ground deep in thought. "Wait, I have an idea," she continued after about a minute of being what was almost like a different reality.
"Uh oh," I replied jokingly, returning the warm smile she had. I thought to myself, this couldn't be happening, there's no way she's thinking the same thing as you.
She grinned at the joke, then said, "What if you could stay, like, another two or three weeks?"
My mind was blown, she was thinking the same thing.
"I'd love too, Y/N, but I can't afford it. The hotel fare would be too much," I answered, coming to the bitter truth.
"Who said you'd have to stay in a hotel? We have a spare mattress that you could use while you were here, and then you wouldn't have to worry about food either," she said enthusiastically, her face slowly gaining light from the drained face that came with crying.
Again, I was rendered speechless. She's offering me a place to stay, food, and I get to spend time with her? It almost seemed too good to be true.
"But what about YouTube?" I asked.
"Well, we could film a bunch of collabs, and maybe even help each other with editing," she answered.
"If you're sure it'll be okay, I'd be glad to, Y/N," I concluded, smiling bigger than I could ever remember smiling in my entire life.
"Yay!" She squealed as her face lit up.
She did her little happy dance that she's done in many videos, and then attacked me into a hug, practically knocking me over.
I chuckled, and hugged her back. This was it, if something were bound to happen, they were gonna happen in these three weeks.AN: herro! I'm sorry this is kinda trashy, and took me forever to finish.
-cliffhangers are kinda sorta fun right? I mean I didn't leave you on a humongous one, but ye :)
- also, thank you guys so much for 500+ reads! It means the world to me, and wow, das a lotta people!
-I know you guys are probably v annoyed that I haven't updated in twenty bazillion years, and I'm so sorry for that. School happened, and recently I just haven't really felt creative and I'm the mood to write. The reason this took so long to write was simply because I didn't know how to continue, but now I have a lot of ideas, and I will try my very hardest to update more, but school is unpredictable at the best of times
Ily all and happy holidays/ New Years ! -Diana<3
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