Harry:
Y/N.
How I'll miss saying your name... How I'll miss your smile, and your eyes. I'll miss waking up to your beautiful face every morning.
I don't know if you ever really knew how much I loved you. How much I still love you. So I think it's best I tell you....
You are the most important thing in this world to me. There isn't anything I wouldn't have done for you. I'm just so sorry I didn't tell you these things, while I was with you. Because if your reading this, It means the cancer has finally taken its toll, And that I have passed. I want you to know, that even though I was sick, you made everyday better. Just seeing you everyday, always supporting me when I was in the hospital, almost made me forget about the cancer. Almost. I'm sorry you had to go through all this. I'm sorry you had to sit there and watch me suffer. If there was one thing I could take back, it would be seeing you in pain, because of my pain. I want, more than anything, for you to be happy. So please, don't sit around and mope for me. Crying wont bring me back. I love you baby, and don't worry because we'll see each other very soon. I promise.
- Harry
Zayn:
Do you remember when I was diagnosed with Stage Four Lung cancer? We sat on the hospital bed, and cried for hours. You cried, because you knew, my time was running short, and I cried, because I knew I'd have to leave you.. I'm not afraid of dying Y/N. I never was. But I am completely terrified of leaving you in this cold, cruel world, alone. I don't want anyone, or anything to ever hurt you, and I hate knowing that I won't be able to protect you for much longer... I wanna thank you though, for being here, by my side, through everything. This past month has been a mess, but you never left. And I love you for that. Your always here, at the hospital. Bringing me food, watching tv with me, talking to me. You even sleep here!
I can't thank you enough. Because you have shown me more love in the past 5 years, than some people get all their lifetime. You have done so much, More than I could ever ask for. But I have two more things I need you to do for me baby. First, I don't want you giving up because I'm not here anymore. Just because my life has ended, doesn't mean yours has to beautiful. And Second, I don't want you to remember me sick, and in the hospital. Remember me how I was when I was with you. Happy, and loved. I truly love you with all my heart, and no matter where I am, Heaven, Earth, or even Hell, That will never change. Never.
Xoxo,
Zayn
Niall: Hi Y/N. ugh. That was a really stupid way to start this letter, I know. Why do I have to say stupid stuff, and not just be smooth? I can be smooth right? You know i was never good at english or writing..Niall, Focus. I'm sorry, I know this letter is stupid and all over the place. I'm just rambling on, and it probably doesn't comfort you or make you feel any better at all. I am absolutely horrible at expressing my feelings. I just hate knowing that I'm leaving this world, and the only thing I have to leave behind to show you how much I love you, is this stupid piece of paper, that probably doesn't even make sense. Sigh... Princess, I'm sorry things had to happen this way. I'm sorry I broke my promise, of never leaving you. This isn't fair. But then again, what ever is? Don't lose touch with the boys, Because I know they always did love you, and they loved me as much as you did. Ugh now I got the paper wet, Damn tears... But If your ever feeling sad, or angry, or just need a shoulder to cry on, I know they'll be there for you. I'm sure they miss me too.
I want you to move on, find someone that makes you happy again. But it's ok because I know he'll never replace me. I'll always have a special place in your heart, Just like you'll always have a special place in mine. Remember love, just because I've died doesn't mean my love for you has. Forever and always princess.
- Niall
Liam: If your reading this, it means I'm gone. It means I'm dead and that I left you.
I want you to know how sorry I am for that. because trust me baby, I didn't want to go. If it were up to me, I would spend forever with you wrapped in my arms, never leaving my side. But its not up to me, and life isn't fair.
I know that these last few months have been really hard for the both of us. I hated seeing you so upset.
But I realized something throughout all this. I realized, that maybe it's not about the happy ending. Maybe it's about the story. Maybe it's about all the things that you have to go through to get to your destination. All the smiles. All the tears. All the laughs, and the fights and the secrets we've shared. No, maybe our story didn't have a happy ending. But it was the best story I've ever encountered.
I also realized, that life is far too short to have regrets. The only thing I regret, are the chances that I never took. So, I thought you should know, that I had the intention of marrying you. I even bought a ring baby. And I figure, even though I'm gone, you still deserve that ring. Because you were the one that stood by me through it all baby and I love you so much for that. So, enclosed in the envelope this letter was in, is the diamond ring I bought a few weeks ago. It's beautiful and reminded me of you. I thought about giving it to you in person, but I don't think I could have. It would have hurt me to much to give you the ring myself, knowing I'm going to die. It would have hurt far more than the cancer does. But I want you to have it, as a reminder that I really did love you, and still do love you, with all my heart and soul.
- Liam.
Louis: Damn, it's killing me to write this... haha. sorry, too soon for death jokes?
I miss you Y/N. I miss you already, and I haven't even passed yet. I know it's coming though. The doctors look at me, with Pity...They pity me Y/N, because I actually though I was gonna make it. We both did...
And dammit now I'm crying... I just hate that I can't do anything anymore. I can barely move, it hurts to talk, and laughing? laughing is out of the question! Laughing. my favorite thing in the world. wait, scratch that. Your laugh. That is my favorite thing In The world. I love your laugh. So promise me something will you? Promise me you'll never stop laughing. Ever. Promise me that no matter how bad things are, you'll continue to make your own happiness, because you were always the most beautiful when you were happy. And finally, promise me that you'll go after you dreams. because if you don't chase them, you can't catch them, and I know that if you try, you can make all your dreams come true. I love you angel, and I want you to know that wherever I end up, I'll be listening for that laugh of yours, and I'll be thinking if your laugh as I die. wow I hope that didn't sound too creepy...
You mean the world to me baby, and you truly are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'll love you always.
- Louis
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A/N : what? no I'm not crying! Haha ok fine I am..
I got the main idea for this one from tumblr again. tweaked them up a lot though.
Hope you guys liked this one! I know they were sad but not all of them can be happy...
Btw, 1.4K READS?!?!? GUYS THAT IS INSANE. THANK. YOU. SO. MUCH. I LOVE YOU ALLL XDD
can I have a bit more help though? can you guys please go check out my BRAND NEW Harry fan Fic 'Everything Has Changed' I'll be your Bestest friend ever :D hahaha but honestly I had a lot of fun with this one so far, and I think you guys will like it!
But Q.O.T.D: why don't you guys ever reply to my qotd's?!? I would really love to hear what you guys have to say, so pleaseeee just comment something for mwah? I'll reply, and I may even follow you if you comment or vote! ;D Best Comment gets the next chapter dedicated to them!
Love ya lovelies!
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