The letter he writes you, after you died

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Harry: "Hello Love." Harry says, his voice soft, as he approaches your grave. It's the middle of December, and snow covers the ground. He pulls a letter from his coat pocket, ad unfolds it with shaky hands. "I have a letter... So I'm just going to uh, read it now.. " he trails off, but soon picks back up, beginning to read. "Well. I can't believe it's been 5 years. Five horrible, miserable, lonely years, since you passed. I still can't believe your not here with me anymore. If you were, we would be sitting on the couch, watching football on the telly. Eating potato chips, and cuddling under the blankets... I miss you so much Y/N. I lie in bed every morning, and I can't help but think about that day.. The day I lost you in that car accident..." His voice cracks woth every word. "I hate myself for letting you leave the flat that morning. I hate myself for not being there with you. I even hate myself for buying you that damn car, as it took you away from me.... I am so sorry, that you had to leave me my love. I can't stand being here without you. We would have been together for 10 years this year. Happy Anniversary my darling. I love you."

Zayn: He walks over to you, setting his cane against a tree, as he unfolds the letter in his hand. He puts his hand through his now gray hair, just as he had when it was pure black. "Hello Y/N." he begins. "It's been 23 years, since you left this world. Leaving me, and both of our children behind, to live without you. It's been hard. Everyday I wake up, and still miss you lying next to me in the bed. Everyday, your all I think about. When the grandkids ask me where you've gone, I simply answer, 'Gran's an angel now. Watching over us, in the big blue sky. She's better now, and she can dance and sing like she used to do... Before you got sick that is... Darling, my angel, as you know, I never remarried. For there is, never was, and never will be anyone else for me, but you.
I went to my doctors appointment last week. You always used to remind me to go. I guess I thought I'd keep going, as I should, and as you'd want me too. I thought you should know, that it turns out, I'm following in your footsteps. Yes love, I have cancer. Stage four lung cancer to be exact. I have decided I do not want treatment. Our son has understood. But our daughter, she's not so easy to convince. I just told her, that the kids are happy, the grandkids are happy, everyone is happy. So I can die, happy. I love you Y/N, and I'll see you very, very soon."

Niall: "Hey Princess." He reads. "It's been a while... I'm sorry about that. I've wanted to come, but I've been busy. And when I did have time, I got scared an chickened out... Chicken. I'm so hungry... Ugh! Niall focus! Anyway. So I've got a new girlfriend. She pretty, and nice, but she's no you. I was scared to tell you this. I don't want you to think I've replaced you, because I could never do that. It was really hard, to find someone else. The whole time, I was looking for someone exactly like you, but then I realized, there is no one out there like you. You were perfect. Beautiful, Smart, funny, and you had a great appetite, which i loved. So I had to settle. My girlfriend, she isn't perfect. She doesn't have your beautiful eyes, and she doesn't smile like you did. But she'll have to do. Until I can have you back that is... I love you so much baby. And even though I'm with someone else now, you'll always have a special place in my heart. And don't worry princess, I'm never, ever, going to forget about you. Because a love like ours, is something so great, so amazing, I couldn't forget it if I tried. You are, were and will always be, my lovely, beautiful, Nando's eating, Princess. Forever and Always, Niall." He finished the letter as tears rolled down his face. He placed a bouquet of flowers on your grave, and walked away silently. For once, no longer in the mood to eat.

Liam: He Stood there, hands shaking, tears forming in his eyes. He tried to read the letter he was Holding, but he couldn't, and he ended up dropping it, and running off in the other direction. Harry, who had come with Liam, picked the letter up off the ground, and opened it. "Hey Y/N. Harry here. Liam wanted to read this letter he wrote for you, but he, um, can't do it without crying. So I'll read it instead." He cleared his throat and began to read, "Hello my love. Happy Birthday. I wanted to stop by, and see you. Remember we used to go out for your birthday every year? We would have so much fun.. I miss you baby. I'm so, so, so sorry that all the hate finally got to you. I'm so sorry, that I didn't do enough about it. I can't help but feel like its my fault. But I know you wouldn't want me too feel that way. I know you would want me to move on, and be happy. But the thing is, you were the thing that made me happy. I just want you to know, that I love you so much, and if you were still here, I would have married you one day. I will always love you Y/N, no matter what happens. I'll see you again one day... With love, Liam." Harry finally finished, and Liam came back over and patted Harry's back with his hand. "Thanks Harry." "Your welcome Liam."

Louis: "I'm gonna kill those damn grounds keepers, they got grass all over your headstone." Louis mumbled. It was around 2:00 in the afternoon, and of course he was here. He came everyday around this time. He pulled the letter out of his pants pocket, and began to read. "Y/N. How I've missed you.. I can't believe that I'm stuck living here without you. It's hell. Honest. How am I supposed to be happy, and live life, when the reason for my happiness, was you." A tear trickled down his face as he continued, "I thought about quitting the band. I can't stand this anymore. I'd rather be spending the day doing things that remind me of you. Scratch that, I'd rather be spending the day WITH you, but that's obviously not possible... But I decided against it, because you loved the music, and I know how much you would want me to stay. I don't understand why things had to happen this way. Why did you have to Leave me so soon? We were supposed to be get married, and have children... Ok Y/N. that's all. I can't talk anymore today.. I love you baby. See you tomorrow." He put the letter away, and walked back towards his car.

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