(S)He's My Best Friend

10. Stay With Me, Please

" YOU'RE SO SELFISH! YOU THINK EVERYTHING WILL ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY BECAUSE YOU'RE MR SMOOTH! IVE BEEN CRYING MY EYES OUT EVERY NIGHT BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOU COME TO ME WITH SOME BULLSHIT APOLOGY!?! FUCK YOU! YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A MAN WHORE AND I WISH I NEVER CALLED YOU MY BEST FRIEND!! "

I yelled all of these things out of anger and frustration. I didn't mean everything I said to him, I was jaunt very upset. I've never had such an outburst before. Rich looked hurt, but he didn't let it show as much. I just sat down on my bed thinking about what he just said to me a few moments ago.....

Flashback to 10 minutes ago....

Rich was sobbing into my knees. I don't know what for. He just kept mumbling but I couldn't hear what he was saying.

" I'm sorry R. I'm so so sorry!" He kept apologizing but I still don't know what for.

" shhh. Rich what happened what did you do now?" I asked him.

" I didn't mean to, it all happened so fast." He said wiping his eyes so he could stop crying.

" what did you did Rich?" I asked a little irritated.

" ISleptWithHer." I knew what he said even though it was fast, but I want him to say it slower.

" Rich you know I can't hear you. Say it slower."

" I slept with her....."

" who?"

" Meagan."

"Why?

" I don't know...."

" yes you do."

" no I don't."

" you know why...you just don't wanna tell me."

" that's not wh-"

" THEN TELL ME WHY THE FUCK YOU SLEPT WITH HER RICH?!"

"I MISSED YOU OKAY! I KNEW I COULD NEVER BE WITH YOU AFTER WHAT I DID AND MEAGAN WAS THERE TO COMFORT ME! I DIDN'T WANT  TO DO THIS! "

" DON'T GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT! YOU'RE ACTING LIKE YOU HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO SLEEP WITH HER!IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO BE WITH ME YOU SHOULD  HAVE ASKED ME OUT WEEKS AGO! BUT YOU WERE TOO BUSY BEING AND HOE YOU DIDN'T REALIZE THAT I LIKED YOU TOO! YOU NEVER REALLY WANTED TO BE WITH ME! YOU LIKED THE IDEA OF ME....."

" look R, you're right. I'm sorry. I did and still do wanna be with you. I just didn't want to rush into a relationship with you and then it doesn't turnout good. I never wanted to hurt you.....I wanted to wait for the perfect time to ask you out so that you would know it was real, but some things got in the way. I'm so sorry for not being here for you. I'm sorry I betrayed you. I really hope we can work things out so that we can at least be best friends again. Can you forgive me?"

He really thinks he can in give me that little 'I know she'll forgive me' apology and everything will be alright? Hell no.

"YOU'RE SO SELFISH! YOU THINK EVERYTHING WILL ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY BECAUSE YOU'RE MR SMOOTH! IVE BEEN CRYING MY EYES OUT EVERY NIGHT BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOU COME TO ME WITH SOME BULLSHIT APOLOGY? FUCK YOU! YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A MAN WHORE AND I WISH I NEVER CALLED YOU MY BEST FRIEND!"