Gabe's pov
I'm not doing very well at all. The voices have became stronger and talk to me more often. Jennifer hasn't came to see me in a long time. I wonder if she's okay. I wonder if that medicine lady is okay. Did she die? I can't remember. I can't remember much of anything before. What's my middle name? I can't remember that. How did me and Jennifer meet? God, what's wrong with me. Is God real? How can I be sure? Every since I was a little boy I've questioned it. I think he is, but at the same time I don't think he is. If he loves me why would he put me through all of this shit? Why would he put me through is??! Huh why?!! I've started banging on the door now. I do it when I think too hard about things. It's a method of cleaning my mind, by using violence which seems bad and yeah it is. It's the only was I can calm myself though. I do it for her. Everything I do is all for her. I keep as relaxed as I can around her. I do it all for her, every bit of trying to get better I do for her.
{my next chapter WILL HAVE SMUT in it, please be aware of this. If you are underage I wouldn't recommend reading the next chapter. Thank you so much for reading!! I have been facing writer's block and school stress so thank you so much for being patient. (In in high school btw so yeah a lot of work) byee ~ Jess}
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FanficWhat m0re could Gabe want than Jennifer and his mental health recovery? What more could he work for, what more could he need? Well some things seem to take a darker turn as Jennifer becomes distant and Gabe is all alone with his twisted thoughts and...
