Manan : Monster To Angle

his dreadful past

Nandini hold his arms make him seat on couch give him some water..Manik drank in one go.He is shivering
N: r u OK?
M: hmm
N: I know u feeling suffocating but please let it out.
Manik stare at her with blank expression.
N: hey it's OK.if u don't wanna talk then fine.but please sleep here in next room or cabir's room but don't drive now. Ur conditions is not good.

Manik remains silent but mind & heart doing war.he want to stop this storm.he want some peace .he lists in his thoughts.
N: manik
No response. Nandini shook him
N: manik r u OK?
M: I am fine.
N: come with me
Nandini hold him & went towards another room.
Manik lay on bed nandini is about go manik held her wrist .so nandini seat down on bed.
Manik kept his head on her lap so she start caressing his hair.
N: I know we r not that much close that u can share ur past.but please don't let ur past hurt u.
M: it is not like I don't trust u but o am afraid what if u leave me.I don't wanna loose u.
N: Manik remember that I will never judge u.
M: but still I am afraid.
N: don't be afraid I am here with u .
M: promise?
N: friendship wala promise.
M: u know why I hate women.?
Because they r reason of my pain.

I don't know who r my parents. from childhood I am in nursery home then boarding.I only know my name .No one ever come to meet me in boarding so all other think I am orphan child.so all other boys bully me.All my childhood I never experience love.Then after that I went to collage they I meet fab4 .They r very supportive so eventually we become friends we all have very much interest on music so we made music band.slowly slowly we became famous then we get our first contract .our first album is successful so I became famous. So I decided to find my parents. Then I come to know one lady is my caretaker she pay bills for my education & other s . Her name is Nyonika saxsena.
I still remember that day when I face reality.
One day one lady come to meet me.she told she is my caretaker.
She also told me she knew my mom.
So I request her told me about her.
U know what she told me.( a loan tear roll from his check )

I am son of bitch who only want man to fulfill her desire.she serve herself for money. She hate me when she come to about her pregnancy. But don't know why she kept you.she hate me that extended she never want to see my face in her whole life then she left.

( he is shivering badly now)
U know what it feel when someone told u that ur dirt nothing else. I experience that whenever I saw her I goes towards darkness. Today in aadi I saw myself so I help him
After that day I always hate woman .I build my career in business. I become workaholic to forget word.Luckily I got success. Now I had every dam thing but no one in my family.
Now manik is crying badly .I don't know how to console him .but I can't see him like this .I bend I kiss his
forehead.I slowly wipe his tears. He tightened his grip around my waist I have to do some thing I think for some time. I start caressing his his hair& started to sing lulbye

Lullaby, and good night, in the skies stars are bright
May the moon, silvery beams, bring you with
dreams
Close you eyes, now and rest, may these hours be
blessed
Till the sky's bright with dawn, when you wake with
a yawn
Lullaby, and good night, you are mother's delight
I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my
arms
Sleepyhead, close your eyes, for I'm right beside you
Guardian angels are near, so sleep without fear
Lullaby, and good night, with roses bedight
Lilies o'er head, lay thee down in thy bed
Lullaby, and good night, you are mother's delight
I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my
arms
Lullaby, and sleep tight, my darling sleeping
On sheets white as cream, with the head full of
dreams
Sleepyhead, close your eyes, I'm right beside you
Lay thee down now and rest, may you slumble the
best
Go to sleep, little one, think of puppies and kittens.
Go to sleep, little one, think of butterflies in spring.
Go to sleep, little one, think of sunny bright
mornings.
Hush, darling one, sleep through the night
Sleep through the night
Sleep through the night

I check for manik he is sleeping now holding me tightly .I bend over & give one small kiss on his forehead to erase his frown .he smile lightly.
Today I come to know his past I promised my self I will returned his smile.After sometime I slept in seating position.....