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C3; Bad as it is I stick around

I never really understood why my step father started to do this to me, what had i done to him to make him hurt me like thiss, i honestly didnt understand why... 

-DREAM-

There is a hill with a tree on it, there is someone sitting in the tree, i begin to run up to see who it is but the person disapears and then im suddenly in a boat crying holding a baby, i try to scream out for helo but i wake up.

-END OF DREAM-

This dream is the only thing i dream about, over and over again never changing. I try to figure out what it means , is it my dad in the tree? am i not supposed to go to the tree? so many questions to be answered, so little answers i get. 

i know i should run away but i cant, im eight and i have no where to go, i wouldnt be able to survive so as bad as it is i stick around, if i leave im sure he will prey on my mother and hurt her, i love my mother she doesnt deserve to be hurt.. wait, wait did i just love? no i mean i like her, ew. i would never love her, i never ever will.

//Another short chapter, sorry guys, been so busy :) 6 reads thats cool.