Suicidal

Betrayl

When Derrick wakes it is about time to get up so I let home wake up."morning" i say
"Hey" he says and kisses me
We have to leave at 6:00 so get ready I know it takes you forever to do you're hair"I say with a laugh behind it
"Okay" he said and we both started laughing together. He walks out and goes into my bathroom to do his hair. I get pout of bed as start to hget ready when he comes out of the bathroom,"babe you should were the shirt I got you for your birth day" he says
"Can I put a zip up jacket over it" I ask
"Will people still we the front" he asks
"Yes babe" I say
"Okay then go ahead" he says. He walks over to his school nag and grabs some cloths that he had brought with him. He is wearing a pair of skinny jeans, a button up plad shirt and a pair of black high tops. "Its 5:45 let's go" I say
"What about food" he asks
"Grab a banana" I say
"Mmmm-k" he says. So we head out the door and when we get to the bus stop he says" I have to pee"
"Woods?" I ask hin in a question kinda way
"Yeah okay" he says and runs off like a little kid. I look at the Tim and its 6 where did her go? I walk over to the woods and start to look around a bit then I see it. He is making out with my neighbor. "What the fuckin hell" I yell at him and her. He looks at me and I feel a fresh brew of tears coming. I run back to the bus stop and just in time the bus comes and pics us all up. I sit in the very back and he sits withe me. "Emma" he says quietly
"I don't want to hear it" I say fighting the tears
"Emma please let me explain" he begs
"You have 30 seconds" I say regretting it
"She just- I just-" he says and I cut him off
"Times up now at the next stop you move" I say
"Babe no pleas don't do this I love you" he says. I say nothing, how could I. He took what he wanted then left the rest.