I WANT TO DIE
not just a simple "natural causes" or "to old"
no I want to take a gun and pull the trigger, the barrel towards me and nothing else.
I want to wear the rope necklace and wear it in the woods as I knock the chair from below my feet as I swing back and forth unable to breath properly.
the simple "to deep" cut, "accidental" crash, "not paying attention" to the pills.
no, I don't want a simple "she died of old age"
I hear "she fought with herself, and lost that battle."
and now I AM DEAD
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
PoetryI'm really sorry if your going through this pain and horror of hating yourself or people hating you and you just want to be perfect. You are perfect.
