she cries herself to sleep
so that she won't look weak
this may seem long
but you will take it wrong
for this story has a twist
no one could resist
she used to use a real grin
till she realized she couldn't win
yet one day
she almost dazed
into a never ending slumber
but forever called a cutter
she hide her feelings
yet she needed healing
but this one guy
changed her mind
he kept her mind off suicide
and she still wanted to cry
she saw him with another
so she went to permanent slumber
he didn't realize what he did wrong
till he noticed her story and song
death and suicide with a side of tunes
on the side was little grooves
drops of blood and smears of tears
her voice was the only thing he could hear
he still celebrates her birthday
the same way she wanted everyday
but some are to blind to see
that she wasn't deceased
her mind was colorful
yet she looked dreadful
fake a smile don't lash back
keep your sleeve down who wants to see that
hide the tears and contain your troubles
someday my grave will be rubble
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
PoetryI'm really sorry if your going through this pain and horror of hating yourself or people hating you and you just want to be perfect. You are perfect.
