every night my mind somehow ends up with nothing but "go to sleep" and "kill yourself", but I always choose sleep since I think it'll get better like I always say, but it doesn't, for me it never will. It's hard to tell your loved one that you have these thoughts and every night they fear you might end your life. they have this hope that they will see your smiling face and dazzling personality tomorrow. what if your name pops up in the "In Memory Of.." on the newspaper and written everywhere on the halls at school? imagine what your friends and family would do. cry? weep in pain knowing that "goodnight" or "goodbye" was their last words? thinking of suicide themselves and attempting it every week? ever thought of that? it might of just scared you what ending your life could do to others. stay strong, try to put down the pills, hide the razor, draw beautiful pictures and hang them up close to where you are most of the time. attempt to have a positive mind. I love you, your cared for, talk to me if you need help, or can't express your thoughts to someone.
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PoetryI'm really sorry if your going through this pain and horror of hating yourself or people hating you and you just want to be perfect. You are perfect.
