What's wrong? I get that question a lot. When I'm upset and I post sad things on my Instagram account, to when I'm just not talking. My heart rate drops down and I can feel myself drowning in words and lies. It's like when you're on a roller coaster. And you're free falling down the giant drop at the beginning of the ride. You just feel like you're in a place of your own. And that's my problem. Is that's how I feel every day. Sure I'm happy from time to time. Like when I talk to my girlfriend, to when I get a good score on a math test. It just gets to a point where I'm not happy. One single bit. It goes from being upset over something someone said to me. To just being upset because I want to die! Fun, I know. And every time I get into this place of... Despair, I don't want to like put it upon everyone. You know? I don't talk to anyone. I put music on and don't talk to anyone. Why should I talk to anyone when it's my problem to deal with? "You're talking like someone actually asked you." *sigh* man. Come on. I tried being funny. You were roasting on Jacob Sartorius, so I thought I'd make a funny comment about Matty B. But I guess I'm not that funny. So why should I even talk? Why should I be here? I don't make anyone happy at my school. I'd rather move. I'd rather leave everyone here, except a couple of people (Josh, Emma, Ellie, Geneva, Marley and especially Evan) But sometimes I feel as if I would be happier if I was in a new place. New faces. New people. Except a couple. I'd rather move to where my girlfriend lives because I don't think anyone would actually make fun of me there. *sigh* I don't like where I live sometimes. Which is why I can't wait to go to college.
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