Second attempt

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After i got home from being with Virginia and her brother i was kind of tired so i went upstairs.   When i got upstairs i layed down on my bed and just started to think.  Then I started to think what was going on in my life .  Later on that day i wanted to just end it all because I thought I couldn't take it anymore. So i went downstairs into the bathroom and locked the door .  I remembered that my mom was coming home that day and my siblings .  So I only had a little bit of time to kill myself that is if i was going to kill myself.  I then went back to my room and started to write my suicide letter to all the people that i had loved .  But then i stopped because how could i just leave the people that i loved and that loved me .  

I started to cry and knew that i was doing something wrong because the first time i tried to commit suicide it was easy until i had failed .  So then i got up told myself plenty of times that i could do this . Went for the bathroom and that was it i looked into the mirror and saw my reflection, like how am i still alive i should have died days ago  and realized right then and there i should kill myself .  


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