My First Attempt

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One day after my family and these kids were saying shit about me i decided that i couldn't take it anymore . And so i thought that it was time for me to go for good .  So one day after school i walked home and went straight to my room . That whole day i didn't come out of my room i sat there thinking what the hell was i gonna do . Because of the things that were going on in my life and especially that year .  

My house was going to be empty the whole entire weekend because my mom was gone with her stupid ass boyfriend and my sis and my brother  were at their fathers house .  I thought it over and knew that i was ready to leave this planet for good without anyone saying anything to me putting me down and hurting me with their words.  

I went downstairs went into the kitchen in the medicine cabinet and took out some pills went up stairs locked my door .  I had to think of what i was going to say to my mother and sister and brother so i wrote a letter to them . After i finished the letter i went into my moms room and put it somewhere i knew she would look for something . I went to my room and i couldn't believe that i was going to do this that i was actually going to commit suicide .  

So i took a deep breath and grabbed the bottle i slowly opened it .  I took all the pills . When i took them i started to feel really weird , I started to feel numb and the room was getting really blurry .  I pasted out . 

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