Taylor was the one who woke up first the next morning. He felt sonething warm between his arms, and when he opened his eyes he saw his little princess sleeping peacefully.
He didn't want to wake her up, he didn't want to get up and get started for that day. But he had to, for his girl.
He gently caressed her head, planting soft kisses in her hair. Seeing that she wouldn't budge, he started kissing her little face, starting from her forehead to her lips and chin.
I was waken up by soft lips and a smile on that day. It was nice, I felt good and relaxed. I was ready for that day, and even if I was scared, I knew he was by my side. I remember that the ride to the hospital was quite nice. It wasn't silent, none of us was crying, we were talking about our future plans like nothing ever happened. It felt right at the time, he was caring and I was too naive to understand what I was getting into.
When they arrived at the hospital, the doctor they spoke to the day before led them to a room. Taylor had to wait outside,so, after giving his girlfriend a kiss she entered the room with the doctor to get started for chemo.
In the room there were a few people, maybe five, looking at her couriosly. Gaga hoped that none of them recognised her while a nurse made her sit next to a woman who looked the sane age as her. Then, she felt a sting on her arm, and the next thing she knew was that a strange liquid was pouring down the IV to her vein.
Man, was I scared when that happened. I always feared needles, but I tried not to show it, so when I screamed everybody was so surprised. I had to explain myself and God, was it embarassing. I bet Taylor heard me too.
As soon as the nurse left, the woman next to gaga started showering her with questions.
-Who are you? What's your name? I'm Alys. Is this your first time here? Don't be scared.-
-uhmm...well... I'm Stefani, nice to meet you. I guess so... I mean, it's the first time I came hete so...-
-oh, I get it.I've been coming here for two month now, so I'm quite an expert of this place. Want me to introduce this boring people right here? Of course you want.
So, the old grumpy lady is miss Claynton. Don't talk to her, she will tell you to fuck off most of the time. Hey miss claynton, how are you today?-
-shut your mouth Alys- was heard from a corner, were an old lady in a blue dress was sitting.
-the old man sitting next to her is misyer Claynton.He always sleeps when he comes to chemio, so don't wake him up. I must say they are quite a pair also. They are always arguing.
- the young girl is Tayssa. She is the cutest here, but she is very shy.-
Gaga looked at the girl. She had blonde locks, blue eyes and a shy smile was spread on her face, while she was waving her hand at the popstar. She indeed was cute
- That is our chemo family. As welcome, we hope you get the fuck out of here as soon as possible.
Gaga wasn't quite ready to receive all that information, but she didn't had the chance to ask anything, as it was already 11 o'clock. She didn't even noticed that two hours passed so quickly, so when the nurse came in , the singer said hello to her new companions.
When she got out, Taylor was waiting for her. He hugged her until the doctor came to tell them that the next appointment was three days from then.
Taylor was curious, so he cheekly asked her who was the girl that kept talking. Gaga told him everything, about the grumpy granny and the cite girl. At that moment, she felt like it wasn't that serious her problem, that maybe she got scared for nothing, that maybe it was all okay.
I recall how I felt back then like everything was fine. I remember very well the furst time I meet her, God bless that girl. Taylor always made things seem right, and even now, after what happened, he still forgives me. But I can't forgive myself, that's why I took my decision.
I will stop chemo.
