Expressionless and fearless, that's what I've always wanted to be,
Masking myself from the world and its this cold reality,
But lately I've been feeling things more than I really should,
Things that I've sworn to myself to avoid if I could.
So far so good or so I've thought,
Before you came in and rained on the drought,
It makes me wonder as to how or why,
You know just what to say to make me shy.
I know how much I'm in the wrong,
For keeping such a facade that I am strong,
For I am weak and like glass I shatter,
In your hands I slowly falter.
These masks of smiles I wear each day,
Slowly breaks as emotions make their way,
To the surface for the world to see,
traveling across the distant land and the sea.
Never noticing the healing scars,
As I stared blindly at the glittering stars,
Wishing and hoping that these feeling were true,
Wishing and wanting that I was with you.
How unsettling this feelings could be,
That I've been trying to bottle up inside of me,
For I fear that I could never honestly say,
Nor do I know how you made me feel this way.
I like you, I miss you you every single day,
Such simple sentences I can never say,
It isn't because I fear that you would leave.
It was mainly because I cannot believe.
That such feelings still exists in such a well,
A well that I thought had dried and made into a cell,
I wish I could be more honest for I want to be true.
But for now I shall be content with feeling blue.
Until that they when I can truly say that I love you.
