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Epilogue ~

When the right time comes the pain will eventually subsides..

Sometimes it's not about the rainbow after the rain but how you played with the rain..

Sometimes it's not about how the problem was solved but how you handled the problem well..

Sometimes it's not the ending that you need to see sometimes it's the conflict..

Sometimes it's not about how the prince found the glass shoe sometimes it's about how the fairy godmother turn Cinderella into a princess..

Not everything needs a happy ending.. You can choose an ending for your own..

You don't need a happily ever after..

You can watch Little mermaid and when Ariel already have her feet closed the TV and tell to yourself it was the end..

You can watch Tom and Jerry and when the part came that they already reconciled with each other close your eyes and tell to yourself that was the end..

Not all story needs a happy ending sometimes you just need to be contented to make it perfect..   

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Jiyong ~

I was wondering..

How long since I've been here..

This smell. I missed it.

Indeed. Korea was my home.I strolled around Jeju island.The word I'm longing for was here..

Peace of mind..

I just watched how the waves of the sea touches the sand..

How some sand refused to go with the flow..

How the sun shines brightly even if he knows that eventually moon will come and takes his place..

How the birds fly freely in the sky..

And how those kids played happily..

Suddenly I saw a dog in front of me..

I brushed his head all the way to his body..

"Hey buddy! What are you doing here?"

"Ji! What are you doing there? I told you not to talk to strangers!"

I looked at the kid running towards me.. It was a girl.. How come she knew my name..

"Excuse me. Do I know you?"

"No. I don't know you either mister.."

"But you just called me.."

"Sorry sir.. But I was referring to the dog.."

"You named your dog Ji?! Out of all the name??

"Yes sir.. Are you new here?"

She asked and smiled at me.

Somehow she looks familiar..

I think I've seen her before..

"M-maybe? I don't know. I'm JIyong by the way... And you pretty girl?"

"Owh! You have the same name! Hahaha.. I'm Eunyong.."

Her smile was so bright..

"If you can excuse us sir. Nice meeting you but we need to go.. Let's go Ji!"

But the dog don't want to go and stayed beside me..

"I think he don't want to go.. Or perhaps I could offer you a walk?"

"But my father said I should not talk to strangers.."

"But I'm not a stranger anymore you already know my name.."

"But.."

"Ahm.. Let's just do it like this.. When we arrived at your house let me meet your father and I'll introduce myself.. What you think?"

"But... Fine mister! I trust you! Don't break it.."

Trust? Hahaha this kid..

"Aye! Aye! Captain!"

Then we arrived at their house..

"Appa! Appa! Someone is here.."

"Who is tha--"

He went out..

This guy...

"My father is blind.. He can't see you.."

She whispered to me..

"I told you not to talk to strangers right!"

"But appa his not a stranger!!"

"Y-yeah.. I-i'm not.."

I tried to control my voice..

I saw him flinched slightly..

"O-oh sorry sir.. Do you want some drinks?"

"Of course appa he wants it.. Right mister--- Ji!!!"

They let me enter their house..

"Sit here for a while sir .. I'll get you something to drink.."

I laughed at her action..

"How old is she?"

I asked the man sitting in front of me..

"She's six.."

"Hmm.. Her mind was already matured for her age.."

"Hahaha I know.. Just like her mother.."

His laughs.. How I missed them..

"Oh. Where is she?..i mean.. Her mother?"

"She's dead.. After giving birth to Eunyong.. "

I was shocked. I didn't know it..

Well how could I know it I only care for my own..

"Why are you blind now?"

"How did you know I'm not blind before??"

God! Wrong move..

"I-im not sure though.. It's just my conclusion..."

"Oh. I see.. Wait I can't see in the first place but whatever.. It's a car accident.."

I laughed at him..

"You're laughing at me?"

"N-no! Continue.."

"Well I was trying to escaped from my responsibilities and to follow someone to other country when it happened. Someone I love.. I still love.. I was on my way to the airport when I lost my sense of direction I guess... Then yeah.."

I looked at him.

I can't control it anymore..

I was crying now..

But I kept quiet...

Stop it Jiyong!! Don't cry..

What takes Eunyong too long..

I want to leave..

I need to leave...

"She's pretty right?"

I nodded even though I know he can't see me..

I should not talk..

I should keep my sobs inaudible..

He's still the same..

The person I loved.

I still love..

And I will love forever..

"Her mother was pretty but she doesn't look like her... She looks like you Jiyong...."

E.N.D