What is it that you want? Someone who's there or someone who's just there when you want them to be? In search of a potential mother or just a divine harlot? Many questions with various answers. If infections and diseases were something just out of a horror movie and never based on reality would we really commit or would we just buy the things we want, even if that is love? Such a tricky question and such clear answer yet why do I bother with all this. Does this even matter? Man all I ever wanted was to know someone cared even if I had to buy that love but even then it's not real. Nothing ever lasts so why the hell ponder.
