Me Too

The Truth

Dan~

     The walk home was scary. I knew what i felt for Phil and that i wanted to tell him but, I was just so nervouse he wouldn't feel the same. Well in all honesty I knew he wouldn't, but i had to tell him. I couldn't let these feeling control me I had to get them out. I look down at Phil and laugh. He looks up at me with a confused face. 

"What?" He asks as if feeling self insecure.

I laugh at his growing confused look. "I think its funny how everyone thinks your taller but... your not."

He gets a mad face and then i see his lip curl into a smile. "That's true. I wonder whoever came up with he theory that im taller?"

"I have no idea" Still smiling I think about how this could be us only holding hands and making our feelings known outloud if I would tell him. Seeing our street I start to get excited then nervouse at the same time. Phil grabs my hand and i almost loose my balance from him pulling me twords the entence of our buliding. I never noticed how nice it was outside. Maybe Phil makes me realize things. I then see what Phil was pulling me to. A beautiful butterlfy that was hovering right infront of us. As it kept flying away Phil ran after it trying to catch it pulkling me along. I didn't mind I was still loving him holding my hand and also happy watching Phil be so excited over something so commen but then i heard what sounded like a girl screech. I whip my head around reminding my self of the injuring I got the night Phil came home. When I see the girl noise came from Phil i laugh and see that Phil has accomplished his mission and caught the fragile thing. I look at it. It is just standing on Phils hand. As im still holding the other one. The butterfly was so pretty. After a moments it flue away and Phil put his head on my shoulder holding my arm. I smiled and thought maybe he did feel the same. I put my head on his and we just stood there. I started walking but not miving anything but my legs I was so comfortable in our position. Then all of a sudden Phil stopped and let go. I was confused and thought maybe he realized how wiered it was and got uncomfortable. He turned to face me, took a deep breath and said something I couldn't belive.

Phil~

I was so comfortable and that's when I knew I had to say what I was feeling. I stopped suddenly and went to look at him. When I looked up his tan skinny and into his eyes. When I saw his dark comforting but confussed eyes I broke into tears. He tried to pull me into a hug but I wouldn't let him it would only make what i was about to say so much harder. I took a deep breath and looked back up at him and said something I never wanted to say.

"Dan I'm moving out." I bursted into tears and the moment just became to real. I ran to the house completely leaving him out there confussed. It was something I had to do. My fwwling fo rhim were over wealming me and I knew I couldn't live with him and not want to hold and kiss him every day. When I reached the flat I ran imediatly to my room and fell onto the bed. I soon heard the front door slam and my name being shouted. I didn't want to see him it would only make all this harder and I dind't want to have the conversaition of why i was leaving because I don't think I could tell him. Then i heard a knock on my door.

"Phil can I come in please." The dessperaition in his voice made everything so much worse. Before I could reply as if I was ever going to Dan was sitting next to me on my bed. I sat up and looked at him. He pulled me into a hug and this time I gladly excepted. 

"Why are you moving out Phil?" Dan asked sobbing. I moved my head to pint up and look at himbut not releasing him. I guess this as good a time as ever.

"Dan I'm moving out because-" I was inturpted by Dan's soft pink lips pressed against mine. I was confussed but decided to let that go andenjoy the moment. I happily kissed him back. As he pulled away I could feel him smile and I knew I was. 

"Phil, I love you. I don't know for how long but I know that I do. I understand if you don't but I wanted you to-" I stopped him as he had me. I couldn't believe it... He loved me. ME?!

"I love you too Dan" I whisper as I pull away.

"Really?" Sounding so surprised. Just about as surprised as I was feeling. "Then why are you moving out?" Dan's voice dropped and he got very sad VERY fast.

I couldn't help but laugh and therefor Dan shot me a dirty look and went back to the sadness. "I was moving out because I didn't think you liked let alone LOVED me back and I could't be this close to you without dieing inside."

Dan looked up at me and smiled. "Well I do like you LOVE you even. So does that mean your staying?"

I smile at his inncoent looking face and with a smooth tone I grab his arm and whisper "Yes" I go to hug him and we lay down on my bed. I rap my arm arounf Dan's waist as he kisses my forhead and strokes my arm. "I love you Dan." I whisper

"I love you too Phil." I close my eyes and at some point in the mix of his kisses and my comfort I fell asleep, happier then I thought I could ever be.