Me Too

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AGAIN, SORRY FOR THE WAIT EVERYONE. THERE IS A LOT GOING ON, BUT I REALLY FEEL LIKE TYPING AND WRITING TODAY. ENJOY!!

Phil P.O.V.

  The day was spent lounging around the flat watching movies and eating. That's what most of our days usually entailed but this day was different. This day we were a couple. This day was spent watching movies in each other's arms. This day was spent light kisses, and cute glances that didn't have to be secret. I think that was the best part. It wasn't a secret. We knew each others feelings, and had the same ones. Being able to look at him without worrying if he'll find out, or think I'm weird. Yes that was definitely the best part.

  Dan P.O.V.

  It was amazing spending the day with Phil. Him being mine, and me being his, and it not just being an dream in my head. I hadn't opened up my heart so deeply to anyone before. Well once but that was different. She was incredible. I truly loved her. More than I had ever loved anyone. HAD. Now there is Phil. I have never loved anyone as much as Phil. He was so special and unique. He was honest and silly, and knew exactly how to make me laugh and when to just hold me. He just always knew. I loved him for knowing.

  We knew each others real feelings now. It was nice not to be lying about them, but there was still apart of me that felt like I was lying, because as far as the rest of the world knew, me and Phil were just friends. Now we weren't, and that felt like a lie. We both had "fans" that always thought and now they were right but they don't know for sure, and that felt wrong. Not letting them have the feeling of knowing they were right and knowing that something they had so much hope and faith in came true. It didn't feel right not telling anyone and everyone, but what if Phil wasn't ready. I mean if he's not ready then of course I'm not going to tell anyone. The world has waited this long, they could wait for Phil to be ready and would understand why we waited.

  I looked down to see the sleeping Phil's head laying in my lap. I smiled a little at his innocent looking self. He was adorable when he slept. HELL he was adorable anytime. I ran my fingers through his hair and watched him stir in his sleep a little till his deep blue eyes were looking up at me. Not only was his mouth smiling, but so were his eyes. He really looked happy. Did make him feel that happy? Make his eyes shine like that?

  "Hello sleepy" I said smiling at him, still thinking about his eyes.

  "Hello love." He started to sit up and then looked over at me blushing slightly. We sat there for a moment, not saying anything just sitting in utter bliss. Then I remembered what I wanted to talk to him about.

 "Hey Phil. I umm...  I want to talk to you about something..." I don't know why I was so nervous. I knew how I felt, and I knew how he felt. This should be easy. What's the worst that's going to happen? He will say he's not ready. I already agreed that I would be OK with that and understand. So what was my problem.

 "Yaaa Dan? What is it? You can talk to me about anything. You should know that." He looked at me confused and actually kinda sad. I guess he felt that I was hiding something. I did know that I could tell him anything. I have always known that so again what was my problem.

  "Just say it you twat!" Phil's eyes widened and looked at me in disbelief. I then realized WHat was meant to be me yelling at myself internally came out like I was yelling at Phil. I don't think was as much shocked that I cussed that he thought it was at him, and he could tell I wasn't joking, but it wasn't for him at all. What was I doing. Seriously, what is my problem.

  "Oh Phil. I am so sorry. That wasn't for you it was for me."

  "Dan what's wrong?! Why are you yelling at your self like that.?" He actually looked scared. I made him frightened.

  "Phil its OK. I am so so so sorry. I don't know what's wrong. I'm just being stupid."

  "Its OK Dan, just tell me what you wanted to tell me."

  "I just wanted to know if you were ready to tell everyone yet?"

  "What do you mean 'Tell everyone?' Tell everyone what?"

  "About us. Tell our friends, family, fans. Everyone."

  "Are you ready for that Dan. That's a big thing. I mean our friends would be OK with it as would our family, but some of our fans and random others won't. Are you truly ready for that?"

He was right some people wouldn't expect us. Some people would judge us quite harshly, and say some horrible things. He was very right. Am I ready for all of that? YES! I am. I don't care what others think. I'll still have Phil, and like he said our family and friends would never think any differently about us. They love us and most of our fans had been waiting for this. It was going to be okay.

"Yes Phil. I am ready. I'm sure!"

"Then I'm ready too Dan."

Phil leaned over and kissed me. It took everything in me not to cry. I was happy. finally and truly happy.