april

intro: september.

September, where Ryan thought things could never be more complicated. Ryan Penesieve, his life is pretty damn low yet undefined.

Starting with September.

It was September and it had been a few months since he caught feelings a second time for Sabrina. Sabrina, Ryan's demise/happy place/crush and ex-crush/friend/best friend. Sabrina meant a lot to Ryan, quite literally. At the time, Ryan thought his feelings would fuck with their friendship, so after a few weeks he decided he was gonna confess his feelings for her, hoping something would change for the better. Of course, this was a pretty dark time for Ryan (at the time) and it was the end of his world because what do you know, he confessed feelings to another girl that likes someone else. What a totally new experience. Not much happened after, but things were subtly getting better, especially toward the end of the month.