Chapter 10

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*JJ POV*

"JJ I am really sorry." Chloe tells me as she sits down next to me. "Don't be. It's fine, I don't know if I want kids but....... You know." I said. Why the fuck did I say that? I ask myself as Chloe leaves the room. I cannhere her in her room crying. I hear Vikk walk in and I open my eyes. "What was she so upset for?" Vikk asked me sitting on my computer chair. "She was dreaming she was pregnant. I fucked up man. I shouldn't have told her that." I said laying my head in my hands. Fuck. "What did you say?" Vikk asks looking at me in a particular way. "I said I didn't kids and that she shouldn't worry about it. Se what I mean? I fucked up." I said to him laying on my bed with my feet dangling of the edge. I should have known better than this. Look at me. I am KSI. Girl only want to date me because I'm famous. Not like what Chloe does. I really messed up. "I'll be right back." Vikk says leaving my room. I don't know what to do. What if I don't do the right thing by her? I could loose her. My best friend. Just because of some stupid sentence. I can't risk it. I can still hear Chloe crying in the room next to me. But I can also hear Vikk talking to her. I can't hear what he is saying but I hope everything is well. I love her. I really do. I can't risk us for some stupid words. I can't. It's all my fault.

*Chloe POV*

Just as Vikk left your room, you got up. You thought for a while about what to do that's when you hear voices in the hall. It's JJ and Vikk. "I need to do this man." You hear JJ say as he opens your door. You are afraid of what you look like. You were just crying like a bitch and you have mascara all over your face. He looks at you hopefully. "Hey. I'm really sorry about what I said before. I was confused and didn't know what to do. I couldn't stand the feeling of losing you. You are really important to me. I can't believe that I said what I did. Can you forgive me?" You can see he is tearing up a bit. He sniffles and looks back at you. "Of course I can forgjve you, but what you said didn't hurt. It was how you said it. I love you JJ. This was a milestone for us. We are stronger because of this. I will not be able to get a chance to win. You are who you are not the person others want you to be. I hope we can always be together. I can't stand life with out you. I love you." You rant. JJ then pulls you into a hug and you stand there for 5 minutes. You think to yourself how lucky you are to have JJ. He pulls awy when you hear a voice. "Awwwwwwwww my heart." Harry says looking at you two standing there. Stuck in the moment (Justin Bieber reference). "Dinner is ready." Harry continues. You and JJ walk down the stairs hoding hands. When Vikk see you he smiles. You smile back at him.

*JJ POV*

Wow. I can't believe how happy Vikk seems to be. He looks like he might burst. "Are you breathing?" I ask looking at him as he goes red. "Not really. I have to stop mhself for squealing somehow." Vikk says with a huge smile on his face. I can't believe how lucky I am. I hardly touched my pasta. For 2 reasons really. 1. Josh cooked it. 2. Because I couldn't stop starring at Chloe. She is so beautiful. She doesn't even have to try. I hope I can spend the rest of my life with her. I think I might ask the boys to come ring shopping with me tomorrow. For an engagement ring. I told you I love her.

A/n: hope you guys enjoy my book I really have fun writing it.

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