Make Time For Me

Miraculously

Melanie's POV

I woke up  this morning feeling like Jesus was with me , today is going to be a good day.
I got out of bed and ran to the bathroom , took a shower , brushed my teeth , and went back to my room.
39 minutes passed just by staring at the amount of options I have , let me wear something sophisticated yet sexy ... mhhh
I took a pair of faded jeans and an inside shirt with a flannel top
I headed downstairs to find nobody , okay this is weird
I went to the kitchen made myself toast with juice
I saw a note on the kitchen table from mom

Melanie sorry I couldn't tell you this in person but I didn't want to wake you up , your father and I are going on a vacation for a few days , we will call you when we come back , after you read this please text me , text everyday and let me know you're okay
Love you
P.S no parties while we gone, and we left a car so you could drive around while we not there
Love mom and dad

Well that's a Bummer....I hated being alone in this house, it's always scary at night , the darkness fills the room and the worst memories come to mind

My stomach grumbling took me out of my thoughts , I started eating got up took the keys for the car and the house , I took my work apron and that ,and headed outside ...locked the house check ... I get into the Jeep wrangler my parents left me , I headed to the frozen yogurt shop.

"It must be love on the brain." I started singing along to rihanna
Until I got to work.
I feel soo great today , it's gonna be a good day .... did I mention it's gonna be a good day ???

I wore my apron and cute hat and headed to table 5 to their orders , ohhhh shit , it's Ree  and some other guys I think its the football team and there were some girls there well this day just got better .... just be professional , this is work.

I slowly walked there and took a stop when I got there

"Good morning my name is Melanie Grey and I'll be your waitress for today , are you ready to take your orders" I said in my most professional voice , and they all turned and looked at me, the girls gave me such an devilish look ...well fuck you too
"May I please have a bottle of water" one of the blonde girls said
I just looked at her with a confused look " you do know our water is free right " I said
"Yes I know , now can I get my water" she said
"Okay , will that be all from this table" I asked and there was a moment of silence

"May I have a banana yogurt with a strawberry milkshake" Ree said , staring at me, we locked eyes for a moment until one of the girls coughed and interrupted our moment

"Yes sure ,I'll bring your orders in a moment " I said while turning on my heel and walking away , I tore the  paper I wrote on and gave to the people who made the yogurt , a few minutes later their orders were done and I put them on a tray and walked back to their table

"Heres your bottle of water" I said while giving the girl the bottle and a glass of ice

"And here's your strawberry milkshake with banana yogurt" I said while giving Ree his order
"Will that be all ? " I asked before leaving
I walked away from the table and walked out the back door ...
Damn ,wasn't that just so awkward , you know what you're a big girl
You can handle this , I tried motivating myself to get back in there , but my body just refused , minutes passed and I just said Fuck it ... he can't control my feelings
As soon as I got in I looked at their table and the blonde girl glanced at me and gave me a smirk ....
Aggg what the hell is wrong with her .

I walked to their table and as soon as I got there the blonde took Ree by his neck and pulled him closer to her and they kissed , right in front of me , and he didn't bother to push her away , a tear started to fall down ,I couldn't believe my eyes
She backed away and Ree looked at me with an apologetic look

"Umm , I'll be leaving now , I'll be back soon " I said while running away , I got outside to the side of the road ...
Tears just rolling down my face non stop , my soul is crushed , my whole world is broken , my heart is shredded in pieces, my life is worthless now ... I slowly looked at the cars speeding on the road and I slowly walked towards the road and I stood there , facing the car that is speeding towards me ... I shut my eyes and take in a huge breath

Lord just take me now , I'm no meaning to anyone , I'm Worthless...please just take me now

I felt the contact of the car , and I rolled on top of it and hit the ground , and everything went blurry , I saw the red car stop for a moment and drive off again..... my eyes begun to be heavy and darkness filled my imagination and numbness filled my body.

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Hiiiii guys ... sorry that this chapter is short , I've been busy with school work

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