The Bully's Escape

What's this feeling?

JAX'S POV~
Today was like any other day. I walked  around, looking like a boss of course, and did what I wanted. Everyone respects me because they either fear me or want to be my friend. I always got what I want and that's how I liked it. I never really care what people think anyway. It's up to me if I want to start something, which is what I'm gonna do now.

I looked really good in my opinion. I had black hair and bright baby blues. I was ripped, 8 pack and all, and I work out everyday so my figure stays. People practically ride my coattails and do anything for me because of my looks. I hate that people only care about how I look. I might be a jock but I do well in school, I'm at the top of my class. I guess that's how society works, unfortunately.

I walked to my car, 2017 Buggati XFIRE, and put my bag in the passenger side. The ride was mostly silent. I usually just think about life on car rides. It helps me focus more. I arrived at school pretty early for someone like me, who is usually just right on time. I somehow knew today was going to be hectic so I hurried to get to class.

Once I sat down I noticed someone's stuff was already there. A cute Fairy Tail backpack and a whole lot of books. I'm guessing this person was some sort of anime nerd but that's just my opinion. I suddenly hear the door open and people start flooding in. I looked toward the teacher but my eyes traveled down to the owner of the backpack. I saw a full head of brown locks and felt the instant need to meet this person.

I shifted in my seat to get closer and tapped his shoulder. The mystery boy turned around and I was with met with ridiculously bright grey eyes bordered with long eyelashes. They just brushed against his cheekbones so gorgeously; I couldn't look away. His hair was short but soft looking. I was so stunned by his beauty that I didn't notice the teacher call my name.

      "Mr. Savage, try not to get distracted okay?" Said Ms. Williams. The whole class erupted with laughter as I scoffed. I'm in no mood to get angry so I let it slide but when I turn around the mystery boy already turned back to the teacher. I huffed again and began listening to the teacher and taking notes. I was still transfixed by the boy but I decided to focus on my studies.

Once I got out of the class I hurried to find the boy. To my dismay, he was already halfway down the hallway. At this point I was angry. I just want to see his face again. I slammed my fist against the locker next to me and began walking to mine. When I opened my locker my best friend, Alex showed up behind me.

      "Looks like someone is angry. What happened this time?" He asked knowingly. I sighed and pushed him away. I was not in the mood to tell him this whole story. I knew he was gonna ask if it was a crush or something and I made no intention of dealing with this again.

He already knows about my sexuality so he knows I only swing one way, but everyday I regret I even told him. He's been very accepting of me, of course but he tries to find someone "perfect" for me every chance he gets. It gets all to annoying and I can't take it.

I take out my gym clothes and begin walking to the gym, completely ignoring Alex in the process.

      "Come on, Jax don't ignore me!" He yells after me but I already blocked him out. I walked into the locker room and start changing but I felt a stare on me. I quickly turn around to see nothing. I just shake it off for now and finish changing but his face keeps showing up in my mind.

Come on Jax focus, I thought as I shook my head to regain focus. All through gym class I thought about that face; it just wouldn't leave my mind. I had a slight idea what this feeling was but I didn't want to believe it.

After I changed my clothes I walked out of gym and to my locker for the last time today. There, I saw my victim since a week ago. I've been harassing him for a while so I was used to his pleas by now.

I walked up to him and he already stared shivering. I smirked at his reaction and slammed my arm against the locker behind him and he flinched. He tried to push me away but I was too strong, like always.

      "Where do you like you're going, Kyle?" I asked him menacingly. His eyes filled with tears and fear. I love seeing that on their faces. It was almost fun to watch them shake like a leaf. I closed in on him as he cringed away. At this point I knew no one was in the hallway to catch me and he knew that too.

I snickered because at this point he  burst into tears. I don't really physically hurt people or let alone touch them but I guess I harass them so much they begin to cry.

I heard a small gasp from my left but I didn't think much of it until I heard running footsteps. Suddenly a small body was placed in between me and my victim. The person who ran in front of me, and was panting, finally looked up and it was my turn to gasp. It was the boy from class this morning. His pretty grey eyes were focused on mine and his pale cheeks were flushes from running. He tried to push me away but I was frozen.

      "U-Um Jax Savage. I understand you might have some issues with this boy but there was no reason for violence, okay?" He said calmly. I was throughly shocked at what he said but it snapped me out of my trance. I smirked and came closer to him as the other boy whispered a small thank you and ran away. I pushed him closer to the locker being sure to make him uncomfortable. He flushed a little but held his strong facade.

      "If I can't harass him, will you let me harass you in his place?" I asked slyly. He blushed again and turned his head to the side in thought. I was even surprised he was thinking about it but that made me even more interested in him. He finally looked up and sighed quietly.

      "W-Well if it saves someone else from getting hurt, I-I guess I can stand in place." He said quietly while looking at me and holding out his hand. I stared at his hand then shook it. I just made a really good deal today. I came closer him and blew hot air in his ear and watched as he shivered.

I turn around and begin walking to the parking lot, thinking I have won this battle once again. Though I felt like I won I also felt like I lost something bigger than he did. My chest hurt and I had butterflies in my stomach. I had a really giddy feeling inside me but I couldn't think out it. Why was I having this feeling? No a better question is what's this feeling in the first place.