Yes I am a Christian. Yes I can be the biggest hypocrite ever. I backslide. I stumble. I fall. I stray into the wrong path. But God is working on me. I may be a mess, but I'm his mess. And he is slowly straightening me out. And the day I'll come when I will stand by his side. His work in me completed. And until that day I will take his hand, and let him do in me whatever needs to be done, no matter how painful it will be for me. When he is finished, it will all be worth it.