When I heard you were dead. I couldn't even cry. Too darn shocked guess I didn't expect someone as strong as you to just leave like that. Now if only I'd had some strength myself, bit of courage two then maybe just maybe. I could've shared some with you. You know sometimes I see you in the street or I think I see you. You should see them, see all your faves everywhere your strong back. And in your funeral your mother must have taken some mass of willpower to even walk up there and tell us about the man you were. Your father said he couldn't stand being at the funeral, but showed up anyway looked older than your grandfather that day. And your little bro, he did well carrying you down the aisle even though he couldn't see the thing. If a man could drown in tears...made your mother sob. A mother crying for her past son, that's not anything anyone should have to bear. I don't get it I don't get it at all how your little brother didn't buckle half way down that aisle. Never seen anyone quite that fast. Wonder how it must have felt don't think I've ever seen it seen it rain so much, salty drops. Don't worry though I'll tell him, we'll tell him. Tell your lil'bro not to dunk quite as deep into the ground as you just yet we'll take care of him. Though if it were to happen that that lil'boy would think of the same way out you did. This time we'd get there in time. So if it's not to much to ask, please, please rest in peace. We got you covered we'll tell your bro for you if he's got time for thoughts like yours, he might as well do everything he dreamed of first got nothing to lose. And when he tries all of those things, like you didn't, he's gonna realize life isn't really all that bad. One way or the other it really is going to be okay.
